last one + jungkook ff. (COMPLETED)

five

siyeon was waiting for whatever mails that would usually come. it was sunday which is the day letters from jungkook was being delivered.

but nothing. no knocks were heard.
she had known too well about jungkook. no letters means he is angry or upset with her. thinking about the incident that happened, she broke down. she felt suffocated.

she though that after telling jungkook about it, she would feel relief because everything was let out.

but oh boy, she was so wrong. she sighed. she was climbing up the stairs to go to bed when one bright coloured envelope attracted her attention. who put it here?

she shrugged and opened the letter, only to be greeted with a unusual handwriting and drawing of a butterfly.

dear jagi,

you know i create songs for the people who only ask me to. i always imagine creating a happy and funky song for you but well, i have no choice but to prepare you a sad one, just like how our relationship is.

don't think of anything
don't say anything, not even a word
just give me a smile

i still can't believe it
all of this seems like a dream
don't try to disappear

is it true, is it true
you, you
you're so beautiful that i'm scared

yes jagi, its from our recent album, titled butterfly.

this song holds a lot of sentimental thoughts of mine, it also explains how it is going to be so hard for me letting you go away.

im sorry for not giving you enough attention. i am glad you told me about it the other day. i couldn't imagine my precious baby girl suffering about this.

don't think that i am mad, baby. i figured that i need time to think if i am deserving  to be in your life or not.

-yours forever♡

and on that particular night, she sent him a voicemail. muffled sobs decorating the background noises.

"hey kookie. i just want to you know that i  love you so much. i couldn't imagine seeing you in other woman's arms. im sorry if i had hurt your feelings. please. take my hands and hold me tight. don't let me go alright. its going to be hard for me too to let you go.  good night and sleep well, love."

with dried tears accompanying her, she slept oh, so not peacefully.