#Imagine
Coming back from school,you make your way to the hospital Justin's in like everyday since it was confirmed that he has cancer two months ago.
The fact broke your heart and the look on Justin's eyes was not helping at all.
You soon arrive at the hospital and go quickly up to him seeing him in pain like usual
It broke your heart seeing him like that.If you could just take his pain away...
The moment he sees you,his face lights up and a smile immediately forms on his face as he taps the spot next to him on the hospital bed.
You go and sit next to him while he lays his head on your chest as you run your nails through his soft hair making him melt.
"Y/N,I need to talk with you about something really important"he says before lifting his head up and looks at you.
"Okay go ahead" you smile softly feeling yourself get lost in his hazel-brown orbs.
"Look Y/N,it's time to face it.I know and you know I won't be there with you in the future"he begins "I feel like my life is coming to an end.I know that I'll have to leave you soon,kitten.We all know I'm going to die soon"
You put your hand on his mouth while tears fall from your eyes and shake your head.
"Don't say that,please" you gave him pleading eyes,the thought eating your soul alive.
He takes your hand and puts it in his.
"Please let me finish,baby girl.I just wanna die knowing that you are okay.I wanna die knowing that you can survive without me-"
"I can't survive without you,Justin" you cried.
"Please let me finish baby girl.I will ask you to do me just one favor.I want you every time you leave to hug me like it's the last time ok?Every time you leave you hug me like you're sure that you'll see me the next day and I don''t want you to come one day to find me dead when you didn't have a chance to tell me goodbye ok.baby girl?" he caressed your cheeks.
You look at him with teary eyes.
"Please don't say that,Justin.You will heal,get better and we're gonna do everything we've dreamed together.We;re gonna get married at the a beach like we always said.We will have little creatures running around us that are a part of us.We will live in a tree house like we always dreamed.You'll be okay,Justin.Please don't say that"
"Y/N baby the doctors told me that they can't find a solution to my problem and that I won't make it.Please I just wanna leave knowing you've had at least the chance to tell me goodbye."
You hug him so tight and sobbed into his arms when you heard it.
The sound that just ended everything.
The sound that announced that it was all over.
The sound that will haunt you for the rest of your life.
The sound of the machine saying there's no life in him anymore.
You feel Justin's grip on you starts to loosen.You hold him tighter to you.
"No no Justin don't leave me." you sobbed holding him even tighter. "JUSTIN NO PLEASEE" you screamed crying letting out your pain.
"DON'T LEAVE ME.NO PLEASE JUSTINNNNN" you cried more,
He's gone.He died.You will never see him again or hear his voice again.You will never hug him again.You will never laugh with him again.It's all over.
Who will hug you when you're crying?
Who will take care of you right now when you're sick?
Who will hold you tight at night again?
Who will shower you with kisses?
Who will make you smile again by just looking at you?
Who will love you the same way he did?
You sobbed so hard.
He's really gone.
At least you did one thing he always wanted which is to die in your arms.
