#Imagine
You took the soup to Justin's room.As you opened the door you see the tears in his eyes and the pain written on his face.
"Still in pain?" you ask as you set the soap down.He nodded and you layed beside as he put his head on your chest.
He has been in pain for two weeks and you never knew why.Sometimes he would throw up blood and he always complained about being in pain everywhere.You two went to the doctor last week and did some check ups that it's results should be delivered to Justin's house today.
You felt your shirt getting wet and you knew it was because of his soft crying.Some tears fell from your eyes,too but you wiped them away quickly.You had to be strong for him.
Soon his cries turned into sobs.
"It hu-rts so mu-ch,Y/N" he said clutching into you like a baby and hiding his face into your chest.
"I know.I know baby.Please be strong for me" you said and played with his hair and rubbed his back trying to comfort him.
He cried some more but then calmed down.
"Do you want me to feed you?" you asked.He sat up a little and nodded sadly.You put your hand over his and rubbed your thumb gently on it as you took the soup from the night stand.
You picked up the spoon and began feeding him.He opened his mouth allowing the spoon to walk in.He swallowed and you gave him another one.
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After he ate the soup,he went to sleep.You were playing with his hair since he was laying on your chest.
After a little bit you heard the door bell ring.You slowly and gently layed Justin's head on the pillow.He looked so peaceful sleeping.He is an angel,you thought and a single tear fell from your eye.You gave his cheek a kiss hoping it's not a big deal and he should get better soon.
You walked out of the room and wiped your tears away quickly and opened the door.It was what you expected.The results to the check ups.
You took them and closed the door again.You took a deep breathe and sat at the nearest chair. You took another deep breath an opened them.
Your eyes scanned the papers and tears started to form into your eyes as you could almost hear the sound of your heart shattering.
Justin has Cancer.CANCER.You put your hand over your mouth in order to keep your sobs quiet so you don't wake Justin up.
After a while you calmed down a little and was no longer sobbing.You were only crying silently.
"What does it say?" you almost jumped when you heard his voice as he sat next to you.You tried to hide your tears but of course failed.
"What does it say?" he asked more worried.
You couldn't help it and began sobbing again.You looked down avoiding his gaze as you sobbed louder and harder.
He took the papers from your hand and read it over.Tears started to form into his eyes,too making you cry more.The room fell into complete silence,only your sobbing heard.
After a while you two calmed down and he decided to break the silence.
"Please don't leave me.I'm in the most need of you right now" he said and you could heard the pain and the weakness in his voice.You wiped away your tears and stood up,only to sit on your knees in front of the chair he was sitting on.
"I will never leave you,Justin.No matter what I promise to stay with you in every step you make and I won't hesitate to give up my life just to see you getting better." you said and took his hand in yours,giving it a long kiss.
You looked up into his eyes,that held so much love for you.
"I love you so much more,Natalie.Thank you for always being there when I need you.I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend" he said and you smiled a little.
He opened his arms and you hugged him tight knowing this won't be easy but at the same time knowing that you will do anything just to see him getting better.
