The Unforgiving Love

He Saved My Life

It has been three days since he came home. I don't know why he decided that putting me through more pain was going to help anything.

'He loves you thats why he came home, he still loves you and he needs you near,' that voice at the back of my head  beckons me to listen. But I ignore it because I know what it said is just a sad lie.

The bell rings for school to let out and I hop up from my seat in Physical Science, pulling out my ear buds and phone so I can listen to music.

"Bye Mr. Stewert, have a good weekend," I say as I walk out the door.

"Bye Izzy, you have a good weekend too," Mr. Stewert says in return.

With that I'm out the door and down the hall and out the main door of the campus. I head across the parking lot with my earbuds still in and my mind buzzing with thoughts. I step into trafic and am quickly yanked back as a car goes by right in front of me.

I stop for a moment with my mind swirling and my heart beating frantically. My brain finally decides to understand what just happened and I start wondering who the hell saved my dumbass. I'm suddenly very aware of the arm wrapped around my waist, sparks screaming from where our skin is touching.

Then I know who it is. All at once the realization comes crashing down on me. Before I can think better of it I spin on my heels to face him. He goes to speak, but before he utters a word a hand connects with the side of his face. I don't understand why I am so angry. He just saved my life, but he has done terrible things to me before that, I have to remind myself.

My right hand starts stinging as I turn back around with tears threatening to spill from my eyes. I look both way before crossing the road through traffic safely.

When I finally reach my car the flood gate of tears poor out. Sitting behind the wheel I pull out my phone and find the contact that says 'Kyra Clems' and hit the call button.

On the third ring she answers the phone. I clear my throught and wipe my tears from my cheeks.

"Hey are you and Adien ok? Where are y'all?"

"We are ok. We caught a ride with Nikki, our friend. What held you up?" She says in one breath.

"Oh nothing, I just almost got ran over by a car in school traffic," I say humorusly while cranking the car and backing out of my parking spot.

I hear Kyra gasp but she quickly regains her voice and asks me what happen so I quickly expalin it to her, avoiding the subject of 'him'.

"I have to go, I'm getting on the main road to head home. I'm going out tonight to do something with my friends. I have to go home first and change. I also have to call Ashley and Madison to see what we are going to do. Are you home?"

"No, I'm headed there. But only to change, then I'm off to the game with Nikki and Adien... it looks like we may be crashin' a party tonight so I will be home late," she replies quickly and I nod, knowing full and well she can't see me. We all always go out and stay out late on Fridays and Saturdays.

"Ok, well like I said, I have to get off here so I can drive down the road, I'll see you when you get home." I wait until she says good bye to hang up and put my music back on. All the way home I'm singing at the top of my lungs to music that no one else in the world can hear. Bliss, pure bliss I tell you.

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It is Friday night and I have plans to go out shopping with the girls. After we go to the mall for a few hours we are supposed to meet the guys at the Big E, the name of our local theater, arcade and bowling alie all rolled into one. There was all sorts of things you could do there, me and my friends have made many of memories at the Big E.

"Hello," Ashley shouts from the bottom of the stairs that lead to my room. I hear her foot steps start as she begins to climb the stairs.

I continue to clean my vanity of books and papers so that we can get ready for our girls night out. Ashley comes into the room and heads over to my iPod that is sitting on the speaker on my dresser.

I walk into my closet and sort through my clothes. Ashley walks in and finds her an pair of sports shorts and a tanktop. God I wish it was that easy for me to find a outfit, I normally stay in here for ten to twenty minutes.

I pick out a pair of light blue denim shorts with a white tanktop that ties in the front and back. Across the front of the shirt was the American flag. I grab my black converses from the shoe rack and take my clothes to the bathroom where I take a shower.

I open the door dressed and ready to leave. I walk in my room grabbing my keys, wallet and phone off my night stand. Ashley and Madison had already headed towards the mall. I cut off my speaker and iPod that they had left playing and cut out all the lights.

I missed Kyra and Adien so I lock up the house and hop in my car, heading out towards the mall.

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Sorry that its such a short chapter, but I PROMISE the next one will be longer.
Ok so heres something im going to do. In order to continue posting chapters for this book I'm asking for at least 100 views all together for this book and also 50 comments (50 comments from 50 different people)
So once again what do you think happened between Izzy and that guy or 'him'?

Expalaination as to why I uploaded late and why this chapter is short:
I got sick. I was sick Monday and Tuesday and I didn't get to write anything. The day I'm writing this is Friday (4-21-17), I'll upload this chapter tomorrow (4-22-17). Thing is I have a wedding to attend to tomorrow(my brothers), so... yea. And I know its not a excuse, but whatever, if you dont like it get over it, thanks! But yea I'll upload this tomorrow.