it was a strange ending I suppose, and very short too, I didnt even mean for it to turn out like that actually, but when I write I usually just write down whatever comes to mind, and thats what my mind conjured up, but I do have an explanation for it thanks to that one movie I forget the name of with Leonardo dicaprio in it.
so, basically from the first chapter to the end of the last one with namjoon waking up, it was all a dream. or limbo I suppose. in real life, Antoinette is 27 and namjoon is 30, and they're married to each other.
how the dream came to be, I'll leave that to your imagination, but in the dream neither of them knew that they were dreaming. how they were able to listen to each others thoughts is because it was a dream. but the day when namjoon and Antoinette parted ways in trois, Antoinette woke up. when Antoinette closed her eyes and became more 'aware' she became more aware of the dream, causing her to soon enough awake from it. without Antoinette, namjoon became lonely and helpless, empty, and so he wasn't able to wake up and instead went into limbo, where without Antoinette's sweet and pure voice, there came to be no sound. namjoon wandered uselessly in limbo for what he thought to be years, until he heard the same song that he had hummed to Antoinette during their last time together in the dream. when the last lyric played that was all he needed to awake.
when he did, he found the real antoinette, waiting for him, and he then found out that he had been asleep for only a day longer than her.
the world that they woke up in was that of a paradise, hence why namjoon found the words to say that if they could meet again, they would be in a sort of paradise that was always warm, unlike their dream that was always winter.
it always being winter in their dream symbolized that in real life they always felt cold, in a sense that they recently didn't feel complete, but looking back at the dream in real life they realized that they can find warmth in any weather. the dream brought them closer together in real life I guess.
hmm this all makes no sense right? I know, I honestly just came up with all of this right now, sorry. too tired to think of anything else though, goodnight.
