Erica
Bro, I feel so damn stupid . I lost the love of my life and not only that she wants the divorce. I miss my family so damn much. The kids face timed me , yesterday and asked me why were they apart . I couldn't look them in the eyes and tell them the truth. Al i know is I am going to get my family back before they move on.
-Phone rings-
Erica- Hello
Albee- Hey boo ..wyd
Erica- I am depressed, angry , and pissed
Albee- What's wrong?
Erica- I told her and she slapped me and took the kids with her. I feel so damn stupid bro because i didn't even think about how it would affect them . I just wish i can go back in time and change what i regret doing. She won't even answer my text or calls.
Albee- You just have to give her space. If you were in her shoes, you would know what it feels like. She loves you to death , but deep down inside of her, she has a little hatred towards you. She has trust issues towards you after all the shit you have put her through. Don't think I am on her side, i'm on the side of right. All you need to do is to prove to her that you are going to make things right. I think you 2 need counseling so that way ya'll can talk without fussing and fighting towards each other.
Erica- Thanks Dr.Albee -sarcastic- But i think that's a great idea. I will talk to you later. Love you
Albee- Talk to you ,later. Love you too
-Phone convo ends-
-Erica gets dressed , hops in the car, and goes to Cyn mama's house-
Knock Knock
Jennifer-Cyn mom- - Hey Erica
Erica- Hey ma , Is Cyn here?
Jennifer- Yes, she's upstairs
King/MJ- HEY MOMMY -hugs her-
Erica- Hey babies -hugs back-
King- Mommy, why are we apart?
MJ- Why are we?
Erica- Mommy hurt mama bad and she needed space from me
M/K- Ok
Erica- Where is your mama?
K/M-Upstairs
Cyn
I am reading a book from Josh Sundquist and i am feeling kind of sad. I had to use the bathroom and when i came out ,somebody was at my door.
Cyn- Come in
Erica- Hey baby
Cyn- Erica, what are you doing here?
Erica- I came to see you and talk to you
Cyn- -closes the book- Okay talk
Erica- Baby, look i apologize for everything that i have done to you. I know i screwed up a good thing that i even had going. I just need my family back at home with me. When you walked out that door, i lost it. I should have been doing what i came there to do and not get in to any trouble. She didn't know anything about you or our kids. I just needed release and she was there. I should have kept my hands to myself and waited to i came home to who i am married to. I just hope you can forgive me and we can move past this.
Cyn- I don't think i can move past this because you hurt me too many times and then wanna apologize later. How come you don't think about the consequences before you react? I am tired of being hurt and in pain. Every time you look up, you doing something you ain't got no business doing. I might would hurt you emotionally and mentally, but never physically because i know how it feels. Why do you even continue to bring hurt to my heart. I love you Erica, i really do. But think about it, IS LOVE ENOUGH to fix us right now. Oh , here. - hands her papers-
Erica- What's this?
Cyn- Divorce papers
Erica- Baby, I don't want a divorce. Just let me make it up to you .
Cyn- I want a divorce and that's final , Erica-looks away-
Erica- Look me in my eyes and tell me that you really want a divorce and i will leave it all alone.
Cyn- Just please sign the papers -looks away-
Erica- You can't even look me in my face
Cyn- -goes up to Erica and starts hitting her- I am tired of the bullshit you put me through, Erica . Why won't you just be faithful to me?Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone? - falls on the floors,crying-
Erica- Baby, im sorry , thats all i can say . I promise that i won't hurt you anymore , if you just give one more chance . Can you just consider or even think about it, please?
Cyn- Yes, I will. Can you just leave, please?
Erica- Okay -pecks her lips- I love you
Cyn- I love you too
-Erica goes downstairs and kissed the kids and went back to the house and went to bed-
