Dark Wounds (Ray Ray and Yn love story)

Dream turn into Nightmares

March 13 1995 ( Night)

The ghost of my past

Holds all of my secrets

Dugged deep into a grave

It should always keep it

But if someone

Mess with the remains.

I will hide in the closet

Drowning in my own pit of shame.

I woke up from my bed in a nice big white button down that I use to wear when Andrew was alive. I got out of bed. As the morning sun peep through the curtain. I went to the bathroom brush my teeth and washed my face.

I went down the hall to see Andrew was in the kitchen cooking. No shirt just pajama bottoms. His medium lenth dreads were pulled back into a pony tail. I wrapped my arms around him as he stood in the kitchen cooking.

Yn : Good morning

I kissed his brown shoulder.

Andrew : Good morning to you to.

He turned off the stove turned facing me a gave me a kiss. He grabbed my arms and push me down to the ground.

Yn : What the fuck. You never put your hands on me.

He climbed on top of me you know I'm doing this because I love you.

The guy turned into a dark figure it was no longer Andrew. I just could see the face.

He kissed my face.

Yn : Don't touch me.

I tried to get him off but he was impossibly to strong. The room started to spin. There shirt turn into a old pink night gown and the living room floor turned into old friends guest room.

??? : Come on you know I love you. I see the way you be looking at me.

He pushed up my dress and kissed my stomach and went on down he slid off my panties.

Yn : Please stop Jess

Jess : Don't say shit.

He held my arms in his tight grip.

Jess : You kick me you gon regret it.

He traveled down lower and put his face in my spot and began lick it. It was a strange feeling but no matter how much I swurmed I couldn't get out of his insane tight grip.

Next thing I knew he put his thing inside of me. I tried to scream but one hand muffiled my mouth so no one could hear. I tried to fight it off but couldn't til the point where my body got so weak. I just gave up. He kept going til he came in me.

Jess : Good girl.

He got off of me and put on his clothes. He walked out of the room.

The next day I told my aunt what happened. She took me to the clinc for my first abortion. She promised not to tell nobody.

I woke in my bed crying my eyes out.

??? : Shhh its okay.

It was Ray holding me right by my side.

Ray : It was just a dream.

Yn : Yeah just a dream.