Dark Wounds (Ray Ray and Yn love story)

Growing to Heal

January 8 1995

I woke and did my morning routine. I fixed me a bowl of cereal and turned my tv to some cartoons. After I was done. I got a knock on my door. It was Ray. I opened it and let him in.

Yn : Hi

Ray : How you doing.

Yn : Good

Ray : How was your date with that one cat. I seen y'all together last night.

Yn : Horrible my mom set me up. That women.

Ray : And our date.

Yn : Bumping and grinding at some reggie shack isn't a date.

Ray : You liked it.

Yn : I did.

He got closer and leaned in.

Ray : I beat you liked that kiss.

Yn : I can't lie I did.

Ray : You want another one.

Yn : Mhmm.

I leaned in and we kissed as our lips moved together. I was loving every minute of it. I missed this old feeling. Lust.

He pulled from the kiss.

Ray : Damn

Yn : What

Ray : Nothing um I'll be right back.

Yn : Where are you going.

Ray : To my apartnment real quick I'll be back.

Yn : Can I take a look. I let you see mines.

Ray : Sure I wanted to show you something anyways.

I put on my sandals and followed Ray to his apartnment next door. He unlocked the door and we walked inside.

Ray : Welcome to my pad.

Yn : Its nice

Ray : Clean huh.

Yn : Yeah. So how many rooms you got here.

Ray : Two

Yn : Why two

Ray : Ones my bed room and the other one I do my writing and stuff in.

Yn : Can I see one of your writings.

Ray : Sure.

He walked to the coffe table and handed me the book.

Ray : I wrote one today.

I flipped to the very last page that was writin on.

Poem *

Let me love you like , you never loved before

Tell me all you secerts , I'll promise to keep.

Give you a feeling like you never before.

Face to face as our lips meet.

While we make love, like never before.

*

Yn : I love it.

Ray : Thanks well someone inspired me for the idea behind that.

Yn : Who.

Ray : You. I kinda flipped through your book. You a very good poet.

Yn : Thanks. Well I guess you know every thing. Right.

Ray : How did your boyfriend die.

Yn : He killed himself.

My eyes got a little watery but I was done crying.

Ray : Its okay I know how I feels to miss someone you love. I miss my old girlfriend , but I gotta get over the fact that she gone and can't come back. Just like you I want somebody to hold at night.

Yn : I'm sorry for your lost.

Ray : Its okay but I try to move on just need the right women to do that.

I seen a tear fall from his eyes and I wiped it away. He leaned in and we both kissed eachother our lips began to move together in motion. He picked me up and carried me to the room and closed the door.