Until I Met The World

Chapter 6

Waking up is difficult for me and I'm not even the one that is hungover as a bitch. I don't even want to imagine how Ariana is going to feel. Poor girl.

I'm not sure what time it is but from how the lighting is shining through the double door windows through the flowy curtains, it is probably around 12. Stretching my whole body to get out any achy breaky feelings before I stand, everything that happened last night comes rushing back.

Not only did I get in probably my first ever argument with Bash, I also walked in on Ariana having sex with a tattooed boy who upon me first talking to him came off as a brute but later I decided he isn't too bad.

But it does not change the fact that I walked in on them and I'm not quite sure if I should tell Ariana yet. I couldn't be more sure she didn't notice and even if she did she was far too gone to remember.

I don't want to get out of bed but even the chance of Ariana waking up and having to remember everything that happened and tell me all about it, is enough for me to roll out of bed and begin to grab my things faster than a puma.

Checking my phone for the first time since I woke up, I see it's 12:45pm so it's time I move on out. She'll be waking up any minute, I can feel-

I hear her yawn and roll over to face me. But to my luck, she is only rolling in her sleep and isn't awake yet.

I try to grab my bag as silent as possible and then my phone charger that is plugged into the wall. Creepily tip toeing and turning towards the door, I lose my footing on a pile of clothes and of course, fall flat head first to the ground.

Seriously, why me?

I hear Ariana sit up on the bed and I give up. I'll just lay here, don't mind me. No seriously I'm fine.

"Emilee?" she yawns "what the hell are you doing on the floor?"

"Oh well, you know. Wild night, gotta go, byeeee!" I jump to my feet trying not to be too loud for her little hungover head and this time I have balance on my body. Practically hopping out of there, she stops me.

"No wait! I need your help!" She begs while holding her arms out to me. Immediately gripping her head in pain as it focused in on her bodies fast movements.

Swiveling on my feet, I do a 180 and head back. "What is it? Because if it's about what happened last night, I can't help you. Id rather not talk about it at all" I say sitting down on her chair and silently pleading she doesn't bring up Sebastian. I still need time to think about what happened and let it process before I can approach talking about it with anyone.

She heavily sighs and I can hear the disappointment in it. Did not want to be in this situation at all and now I have no idea what to say.

ugh. "What were you wondering about?" I'm such a wimp.

"Well... I was kind of wondering if you saw me with an attractive curly haired boy last night? I'm not sure what exactly we did but um... I keep getting blurry flashbacks and-I, I don't know.... I think we might have had sex" she makes the last word clear but in a hushed tone. If her parents ever found out that she lost her virginity half a year ago to some frat kid, her poor Christian parents would collapse to the ground praying for her forgiveness from God. Having a heart attack, nonetheless.

This is it. Do I gasp in shock or tell her the truth?

"Em, you know something and you aren't telling me. What is it?!"

Do what's right. My mind is telling me to do what is right but who says what's right? Maybe it's best she doesn't know? I guess if it were me, id want to know. I can't leave her ignorant to a pretty huge fact and run into him one day or something.