Alright, so lately, I've been depressed. I didn't know why until today. I found out that my ex was happier than I was and it was pissing me off. He wasn't at school today (SCORE) so I asked about his new girlfriend. They said , "She's nice. I don't really like her, but he seems happy..." And I just got even more pissed. All of my guy friends are in a relationship with people who are my friends, my ex is happier than me, and I'm all alone. I don't show how I really feel towards my guyfriends, but I feel like I want to find my ex, break his neck, and lists on his grave. And the way he broke up with me just led to me being more pissed...
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Yeah, writing this at midnight and I'm tired af so forgive me if this is depressing... :P
