Numb , that's all I felt , masons trying to get me out but I can't , I can't deal with this , my first child and he/she is gone.
Today's the day of the funeral , even though the baby wasn't even born yet let alone a week old mason thought it would be best to have one so I can say goodbye.
I was wearing a simple black dress with a gold chain , I can't be asked to put make up on and I put my hair in a net bun.
"Robin ?" mason came though the door
"You ready?" he asked
"No" I said truthfully
"Don't worry will get through this" he kissed my forehead
We walked Into the hall and every turned to face us, I couldnt bare to look at them , they don't know what they where called for but I'm pretty sure they'll find out pretty soon.
"I'm guessing your wondering why you where called here today" he started ,his voice was dry and cold
He sigh you can see pain in his eyes ,
"Yesterday we found out that robin , your Luna was carrying my child-" he was cut off by a the pack cheering and clapping
A tear ran down my cheek , my baby's dead this wasn't supposed to happen .
People must be wondering why I'm crying as people are eyeing me with worried and curiosity.
"But" mason said sternly
"We have got some bad news , unfortunately , are baby didn't make it , robin had a miscarriage"mason voice cracked at miscarriage
There where a lot of gasped an I saw women put there hands over there mouths.
"That's all , you are dismissed" people walked out n, but not before say how sorry they are .
Me and mason thought it would be best if we have a private funeral just to out selfs.
There was no body but there was a coffin I know it may seem stupid to have a coffin with out a body but it's the only thing that will keep my sane.
Instead we out going to be putting in the coffin something special to us , that carries a meaning to us.
We laid next to the coffin an I pulled out the necklace my mom got me from my 7th birthday.
I put it in the coffin with a rose , mason put in a moonstone ring , he told me that it was supposed to go to the first born child , I tried to convince him to keep it but he didn't take any of it .
Tears were coming more then ever , I even saw a tear going down masons cheek . I grabbed his hand and he pulled me onto his lap.
I cried into his chest as the inter put the box deep into the ground.
"Aww isn't this ... depressing" my crying stopped and I looked at Sammy ahead of us.
"Sammy not today" mason said softly
"Nope I think I'll stay" she walked closer towards us
"I've just can to pay my respects" I could see she was lying my the smirk that's planted on her face.
"Your lying , what you doing here" I said
She looked at me and smirked again
"I think your the one lying , isn't there a Little secret you've been hiding from mason" it took me a while to figure out what she's on about but I just realised what she was on about.
I stood up
"No no no , don't say anything not now" I pleaded
"A but I think it's the perfect time to tell" you can see amusement in her eyes as she carried on tormenting me.
"Robin what's she on about?" mason asked
I ignored his question and pleaded with Sammy
"Should I tell him or should you?" she asked
I couldn't bring my self to talk and Sammy continued
"Your dearest robin has been keeping a little secret from you mason - she's " started
"Please" I begged quietly
"She's not just a werewolf she's also a fairy" she smirked ,
"Your such a bitch" I spat
"Excuse me?" she glared
"Why , why are you doing this , what have you succeeded in telling mason this" I yelled
I wasn't just feeling depressed and sad but fear , fear of what masons going to do next.
She keep closer towards me and whispered in my ear.
"Making you suffer is what I've succeeded" and with that she was gone.
I looked back and so was mason , he left.
I ran inside and into the bed room.
He was sitting the not noticing my presences.
"Mason" I said softly
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked
"I'm sorry I just forgot-"
"YOU FORGOT! HOW CAN YOU FORGET SOMETHING THAT BIG" he shouted at me I flinched at the tone he was using
"Mason please I'm so sorry" I placed my hands on his chest but he brushed me off
"Get out" he whispered
"What" I asked in shock
"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!" He roared angrily
To say I was shocked was an understatement but I was also hurt.
"Your really going to let Sammy get in between us?" I asked
"No you done that for being a lying bitch" he snarled
I gasped his never said anything like this before.
"Fine , looks like Sammy won , and I guess you'll never see me again" I focused on masons expressions to see if he cracks and apologises and comes running towards me saying his sorry and everything's going to be right , but no nothing.
A tear slipped down my cheek as I realised this is my fault that mason feels like that.
"Sorry mason , tell tommy I love him"
I walked out the Room and ran.
I was bawling my eyes out as I ran Into the woods
The cold air ripping through me skin.
I started to shake I felt pins and needles in my body just like when I lost the baby , I collapsed and hit my head hard on the floor , blood was pouring out my head , I started to see black dots and before I knew it I went into complete darkness
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