How would you feel

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How would you feel, if I told you I loved you?
It's just something that I want to do
I'll be taking my time, spending my life
Falling deeper in love with you
So tell me that you love me too.  -Ed Sheeran

Louis stops the car by my car. Harry put his hand on the Handel to get down but Lou stops him

"No Harry its not our house"

"Then y did u stop" he says with a deep voice

"I need to drop Eleanor"

He nods. El , Lou and I get down. El kisses Lou and hugs me before leaving.

"I hope you take a good decision" Louis says

I nod

"Don't tell him I know everything including Darcy" I say with a sore voice

He nods. I engulf him in an hug

"Thanks for saving me again. I'm so sorry for what I did."

"Its okay love"

I pull away and wave him goodbye before getting in. I start the car and see Louis getting into his car.

5 minutes later......

I stop the car by the curbside and continue crying.

Your a fool Infinity

He loves you so much

My thoughts scold.

      There's only one way to find out if all this is a lie. All my answers lie in London.

I take out my phone deciding to text Darcy (or may I say Harry).

To Darcy: I'm going to the UK for a week on some work. Will let you know when I come back.

And I send it to her (him). I don't want her to get worried so yeah I did it knowing its him.  I get out of the car and take my water bottle. I pour some water in my palm and then sprinkle it on my face. I get into the car and wipe my face with my hand. I throw the bottle behind and start the car off to the airport.

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Next day.... (3rd March)

I walk into my house and look around. At once I rush into our room and go to the drawer where Marcel keeps his diary. I open it and find the diary in the same place. I take it out and look at it.

This was all a lie

Guess he is really dead

I lie on my bed holding the diary and crying.

There is no use of crying Infinity. Throw that diary away and go back to Cali.

I stand up and  wipe my cheeks. I place my handbag and the diary on the bed. Suddenly I trip over the carpet and it moves revealing the door to the attic. I open it and climb down the stairs. I turn on the light and look around.

Everything is has it is.

I walk up to a particular box and carry it up. I also carry a text bear he bought me be fore climbing up the stairs. I sit on my bed and place the box beside of me. I open it and take out album from it. I open it and scan through all the pics. Pictures of Harry and me in a wedding play is the first thing I see. I think when I was is the 5th grade we played it. It was so cute I had to wear a bridal dress and he had to wear a suit. It was adorable.  I continu looking at the all the lovely pics. When I finish a idea pops into my head. At once I take my phone and dial flex's Number.

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