Remedy

Never grow up

"Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up "-Taylor Swift

March 1/ 2016

I feel the bed jerk. I open my eyes and find Violet walking on the bed. I watch has she comes and cuddles up to me. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her head.

"Mummy I miss Daddy"

I start to think about him. Two months are over and I haven't stopped missing him a single day.

"I miss him too"

"Mummy Can we go somewhere today?" She asks

"Of course love. Why don't you go tell Nana to dress you and I'll get ready?" I ask

"Yes"

That's when my stomach suddenly start to twist. I feel like pucking. Quickly I throw the sheets of me and run to the sink. I start throwing up in it.

"Mummy are you ok?" I hear Violet ask

I look down and see her standing beside me , looking at me with worried eyes.

"Yes baby. Now go get ready love and tell Nana to get Blue ready too"

She nods and runs away. I quickly clean myself up and come out. I lock the door and put on something comfy to wear. I walk out to find everyone eating toast on the table. I take  my seat and wish everyone Good morning

"Where are you off to?" Niall asks

Yes Harry made Niall and Yolli to stay here and keep me company.

"Just taking them for ice cream and the park" I say

"Ok. I'm coming" he says

See this is what I don't like. Harry told them both to not to let me or our children our of sight

"Guys I'll be fine. I wanna spend some mother and daughter time" I say

"Plz let me come if not Harry will kill me"

"Urgh! Ok fine"

"Yolli are you coming?" Niall asks her

"No. I'm gonna learn Cooking from Anne today"

. Esme comes up to me and Anne puts her on the chair to eat. Niall finishes and gets up and goes.

"Blue is ready?" I ask

"Yeah. Margie is feeding her" mum replies

Margie is Mrs. Mark

I nod and go leave my plat. Again I feel sick. I speed up to the loo and empty myself out. I hear footsteps from behind me .

"You're all right?" Mum asks

I wash my face and turn around

"Yeah I'm fine"

"Why don't you take rest"

"Mum I'm alright"

I walk out of the loo and carry up Blue in my arms. I take my hand bag and Niall carries Violet. She comes running to me as I wave goodbye and leave. I put her into my car and Strap up Blue to the seat.Niall gets in with Violet in the front. I get inside and close the door. Correctly my mobile rings. I take it out from my pocket and see its Harry. Happily I pick it up and put it in speaker.

"Hello My cupcake" his voice beams to the car

"Daddy" Violet cheers

"Hey darling. Had breakfast?" I ask