you haven't talked to me in days and when my family comes back, you leave without kissing min-ji. she thinks it's my fault and when nobody watches, she slaps me, calls me mean things i'm not sure i deserve. i cry harder because i feel like i've lost you and her.
a few days later i meet up with donghyuck. i know i'm not allowed to see him but i do, because he reminds me of you somehow. i'm not sure why, but he's addictive and so are you, but donghyuck says you're too old for me.
you are. but it's ony four years, it's not bad, right? it could be worse, it could be fourteen, or you could love me back. donghyuck and i meet with his friends, and they welcome me back. tease me like the devil with alcohol and feeling bigger than my body, i take it.
god, i wish you hadn't seen that.
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perspective | jjk
Fanfiction❝ this is why we don't show each other our weak sides. ❞ ; completed 2017 © ysabei
