The nurse comes in and says I'm so sorry to tell you but the baby does not match your blood it isn't yours.the nurse walks out and tears roll down my face as I look at Alex who is heartbroken I can't believe it's zany's I can't deal with him in my life again.i say I'm sorry Alex just because the test says your not her dad you are still her dad no matter what. Alex says I know but I don't know if I can live with zany being her dad. I say he's not gonna be their he doesn't even care were where he for the past few months if he cared he would be here now and he isn't so he isn't her dad he doesn't deserve to have this beautiful little girl as his daughter. Ellie starts to cry I take her out of the hospital cot and hold her in my arms. I say are you ready to go to your new home. Alex says do you want me to hold her while you get yourself ready. I pass her to Alex and he kisses her head and plays with her tiny hands. I smile Alex notices and smiles back he says I love you pez. I love you to Alex .
When we are home Ellie is fast asleep in her car seat so we leave her in their to sleep while we tidy the house a bit as mine and Alex's family are coming over including my dad and Caitlin to meet Ellie for the first time.also I need to ring the girls jesy , jade and Leigh to tell them that i am home and had the baby as they don't know as they are in the middle of a tour and really busy I am sad i am not part of as it is my dream to sing. Alex has gone out for some baby milk, I don't think he is coping very well with zany being the dad that reminds me I need to tell zany I get my phone out and text
Me:I've had the baby and she's yours
Zayn:what we need to get back together
Me: no I've got a boyfriend and you are not seeing your daughter until you change .
He doesn't text back after that so I gess its a no.i put my phone down and start tiding
