Why Am I Like This

Chapter 18

A/N - It's quite an emotional chapter so just be warned... I also wanted to make another note to say, I know Jimin's birthday is the 13th october but for one of the earlier chapters to make sense I had to make it the 14th

To yall who don't know who Choi Junhong is, he goes by the stage name Zelo and is from the band B.A.P

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Yoongi swung his bag over his shoulder as he left Namjoon's house. Locking the front door his phone rang.

'Chimchim <3'

Lifting the phone to his ear smiling, he clicked accept.

"Hey Chim's." A loud sob came from Jimin and Yoongi panicked, "Jimin? Hey, what's up?"

"I-I just w-wanted to hear your v-voice."

Something felt wrong, he'd seen Jimin break down many times before. But nothing compared to the feeling he had at this moment. "I was just about to leave to meet you... Jimin? Everything is okay right?" The feeling worsened the longer it took for Jimin to answer him. He'll be fine, you're being stupid Yoongi... Jimin wouldn't do that.

"I'm really sorry. Yoongi I just... I just really wanted to say I'm sorry."

Yoongi stood frozen by the door. No, Jimin wouldn't do that... would he? Worry laced his voice, "There's nothing to be sorry for. Look, I'm leaving the house now I'll be round soon." Yoongi forced his legs to move and he started to hastily make his way to Jimin's.

"I..." Jimin paused causing Yoongi to worry more, "I'm sorry."

'Call ended 19:48'

He knew something was wrong. Jimin had bad days and Yoongi knew this, but never once had Jimin ended a call with him. He always waited for Yoongi to end the call first. Panic and fear rising, Yoongi's pumped his legs hard. His feet slapped loudly against the pavement with every footstep. Jimin please. Please let me be overreacting. Please tell me I got it wrong... Please tell me you're okay.

Phone still in his hand he dialled Jin. "You alright Yoongi?"

"Something's wrong with Jimin." Yoongi panted out.

"What do you mean?"

Keeping up the fast pace Yoongi breathed heavily, "He called me and it didn't feel right. He kept saying he was sorry... Jin what do I do?"

"Stay calm and keep me on the phone."

Reaching the door to Jimin's apartment block he slammed his free hand onto the buzzer for Jimin's flat. Answer me, please. A few minutes pass with no response and Yoongi clicked the buzzer for Jimin's neighbour.

"Hello?".

Yoongi tried to be polite as he could, "Hello, I'm a friend of Jimin's. He won't let me in... can you please let me in?"

"Ah, are you that blonde boy that always visits?"

"Yes! Yes I am! Please can you let me in? I need to see him urgently." Yoongi bit his lip as he waited for a response. Please hurry.

"Of course."

The buzzer sounded and Yoongi yanked open the door. He threw himself up the stairs and into Jimin's door. Shit, it's locked. Twisting the doorknob and knocking repeatedly, there was still no response from the boy. Jimin's neighbour opened her door and peered at him. Slamming himself into the door over and over, he prayed it would open. Come on... Kicking his foot into it one last time the wood snapped from the hinges. The door fell to the ground and Yoongi ran past it.