Cold Hearted (Sketch X Reader)

A Surprising Twist

After the talk with Alex I go back to see Elijah and Emily talking in the waiting room. "All you guys all better?" Emily answer with a shrug then Elijah spoke up and said "Not exactly. We are aloud to roam but we can't leave the hospital for a little while." "Oh.. well Alex is at the park. Wanna come?" They smile with delight and follow me to the small park right outside the hospital.
                      •Alex's POV•
I was trying to keep my mind off of reality and then I see denis, Elijah, and Emily walking towards me. "Hey." I tried to act happy and tried to cover the bruises on my neck but that didn't​ really work out. "OMG Alex what happened to your neck?!?" Emily said freaking out. "Denis will tell you. I don't feel like talking." While Denis is explaining what happened I snuck away and went to the small pond not that far away. Without a doubt I jump in inhaling water into my lungs. I felt ashamed of what I've done but the past is the past. Then darkness came. I saw a bright light but I did not dare to go towards it. I just look there. Then I realized what was happening. I feel me shacking uncontrollably. Then I wake up. "Alex! What in the world has gotten into you?" Denis, Elijah, Emily, nathan, Braden, and sub was there. I was in bed. "What!?! How are sub Braden and Nathan still alive!?!" They looked in utter shock and then sub said "Dude your syco. We never died. We was asleep. DUH!" Then I heard beeping. And I see that what I just witnessed was either a sign or just a pathetic dream. I see Elijah and Emily then Denis. "Dude you tried to kill yourself. AGAIN!?" Elijah look at me probably expecting a reasonable answer. "I..I..I liked nathan! Ok! Now he's dead! My best friend is dead! And then we all now that the one who brought us all together is well you know. DEAD!!" They looked at me in utter shock. Then Denis broke the disturbing silence. "I liked Braden. We never officially got together and I found this." He handed me a note and I read it. Wow. He's the one who had it the worse I guess...Now I just feel selfish.