Chapter 3

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Thank you for reading.

All mistakes are mine.

APOV

"You ready to go home, Annie Bee?" Kate and Natalie have been by my side everyday for the last two weeks. The doctors have sent me for all the test possible and I am now able to leave.

It was weird finding out that Kate and I are best friends. I meet Kate while doing laundry and she was actually a bitch but after she started dating my friend Leo she slowly starting growing on me but I never in a million years thought we would be almost like sister. She and Leo aren't together and apparently Leo and I aren't friends. She said he started hanging out with the wrong crowd and became addicted to cocaine. His family pulled him from Harvard and we haven't heard from him since. They won't tell me what caused me to not be friends with him for real. I would limit my friendship will someone because of drugs but I would never completely cut them out so something had to happen.

I know people are keeping things from me because they don't want to overload me but it's pissing me off. I just want to get out of here and get on with my life.

I know it's hard for Christian to go from having a fiance that loves him more than life to a woman that only remembers being friends. What I haven't told him is that I want to try to date once I get settled into our home. I want to love him the way he loves me. I see it in his eyes when he looks at me. I know without him even saying a word that I'm his world. I need to love fall in love with this man.

"Let's blow this joint baby... I mean Ana." He blushes and it makes me giggle

" You can call me baby anytime" I whisper in his ear before sitting in the wheelchair that their forces me ride in. I hear him gasp before he kisses my hair and carefully we make our way out of the hospital.

"Are you okay with having everyone over tonight for a dinner party? The all wanted to bombard you in the hospital but I didn't want you to get overwhelmed. They all love you and want to celebrate your release." I nod

"The only family I have is my dad but I'll always consider Natalie and her father Frank family." I look up and see Christian sad expression before he turns back towards the road.

"What's wrong?" He shakes his head but after some begging he finally give in

"Once upon a time you consider my family your family. It was just a shock to my system and something I'll have to get use to." I squeeze his hand

"We will get back there again. I just am trying to come to terms with missing 4 years of memories and I want them back. I want to wake up and remember how in love with you I am. I want to wake up and go back to my life. Do you know how hard it is to be the only person living my life in 2011 while everyone around you is in 2016. IT FUCKING SUCKS" The damn finally breaks and I can't control my emotions.

"Let it out, baby. I know I don't understand what it's like to have memory loss but I am here for you and I love you so much." I didn't even realize that he had stopped the car and I am now on his lap crying into his chest. I want to love this man so much and the thought that I might lose him because I can't remember our life together tears me apart. I can't lose him.

"Will you go on a date with me? I know I wanted to wait a little while but I want to live my life regardless of my memory lapse." I grab his face and kiss him hard.

"Ana" Christian says as he pulls away

"As much as I want to kiss you more I need to know this isn't your emotions talking. You have had a hard and stressful last month. The last thing I want to do is pressure you or doing something that you might regret and then you hate me. I will not risk our love because I'm impatient. Take your time and I will always be there." I nod knowing he's right.

"Okay, but I was serious about the date even if it's just a friends date. Let's go to a movie tomorrow?" I crawl back into my seat and we continue on our journey home. I look behind us when I realize Kate, Mia and my dad were suppose to follow us home.

"They had to stop to pick up a surprise." Christians says reading my mind. I nod before we turn into what I guess is our townhouse parking space. It's a nice two story brick with bay windows. As we walk inside I can tell right away that he let me decorate because the living room is a pale blue with cream furniture. We turn the corner for the kitchen and I nearly pass out from fright.

"WELCOME HOME!" Everyone screams but my screams and pale face shuts them up.

"Sorry Ana, we just wanted to celebrate you being out of the hospital. I didn't think about your headaches when we plans to "welcome home"." Mia says almost in tears but I quickly hug her telling her it's okay.

CPOV

We've said bye to everyone except Ray who is sleeping in our guest room. I asked Ana to sleep in our bed and that I would sleep on the sectional. I'm hoping that sleeping in our room will jog something, anything to bring back our life together.

It takes me about an hour to get comfortable but I finally find sleep and dreams of Ana and I getting married and having our babies.

"Christian" I feel someone shaking me and when I open my eyes I come face to face with my beautiful girl. I sit up and am immediately on alert thinking something's wrong.

"What?? Are you okay?" I look around trying to get my eyes to focus,

"No" She sits next to me and leans her head of my shoulder

"The bed was lonely. It's weird not having you in the room with me. After I woke up you were always beside me holding my hand while I slept. It doesn't feel normal to sleep without you." She tries to cover her face while blushing but I pull her chin up and kiss her.

"It's because we haven't slept apart since we moved in together 3 and a half years ago. Even when we visited family we always played together."

"Do.. Do you think it would be okay if we shared the bed?"

"Is that what you want? No pressure, I'll sleep on top of the covers to make it more comfortable for you." I want to scream from the rooftop yes from the rooftop but she is still trying to figure out her new world.

"You know, even though I don't remember our relationship I can feel the emotions I feel for you when we're apart." She smile before getting up and holding out her hand.

We walk into our bedroom and I got to lay on top of the covers but she lifts the blanket for me. She snuggles into my shoulder and we say our goodnight. I want to add I love you but don't.

2 weeks later..

Ana and I have gone on a dates every day over the last 2 week. We saw Captain American: Civil War and stuffed our face with popcorn and skittles.

Ana grew up loving The Jungle Book so I thought that we could go see while it was still showing in theaters. Before her accident we made plan to see it but...

After looking threw our photo albums an idea struck me and I quickly set my plans in motion.

I decided to recreate old dates Ana and I had over our relationship.

Let the dates begin! 

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