BLOODY BOND (EDITING/ON-HOLD)

BOND 14

#Jae Joon's POV#

Everything has it's own stages. Like living or eating. Do it orderly to get the result or adjust it when the method is not right to do it on that time or place.

Some people might not realized that. What they call norms or rules are just to make we do things orderly and adjusting them when we need. People are so easy. So easy to manipulated. Moreover, the ignorance itself. Since they don't care things surrounds them. They decided to be manipulated. For example like my mother. She's one of the fool.

"I know you're one of the excellent students in this university and your works are very great too. I never disappointed with the material you showed to me. But, if you aimed to be the top. I was hoping you show something beyond your limit." Mr. Chul give his advice and the way he talks as he experienced them. Of course. When, you adviced people it must come from your experiences and understands to the problems. That what all profitable cauncellor agency are doing too.

"Yes, sir. I'll do my best." I said just to be polite while actually I'm snickering inside of how ridiculous his principle are.

It's not like I didn't try to crossover the line of my limitation. I'm the one that choosing to not even do that because I don't want to be manipulated by that way of mind. My grades are already great and I try to limit my excellency to avoid unnecessary spotlight. No ones want to get pressure. More expectation you got from other people, more burden you had to held on your shoulders.

That's why rather being worried by grades or top spot. I just had to multiply and improves my skills more to be impress by the company I'm going to works in the future. Also, created as much of the oppoturnate connections. No one can predict what will happen in a future. Living is hard. If you didn't doing your best. You're out.

"Thank you, sir." I bows while close the door. I let out sighs. It's hard to breath when you had to listens all that talk without to act like you care.

I walk out through the hallway and making my way to the library. I had to find references to improvise the report. If I submit the sent report that I just let him check. He'll think I'm not taking him seriously. Even though I had another different report with different resources at home. I should just improvise this one since it won't seems so obvious.

I walk to economics section when I got to the library. Looking into the books one by one that is related. Some of them I already look through of them. So, I just scanning through the book rack.

"Hm?" I realized that I already got into another sections. I look surrounds me. Some book looks new and are order neatly like it's not being touch it yet by others. I walk away and when I look in some corner. I see a body lean to the wall with the face that is covered.

I walk close to the body. Try to found out why it's there and in an addition who is the person.

Is he dead? I asks myself. But when I get close enough and could see his face. It's surprising how comfortable she can sleep in that position and more surprising she's a junior I knew. We're even met today too. I didn't remember she wearing a hoodie shirt when we're met so I didn't immediately recognize her or her gender from a far. She even wear loose pants. Anyone would guess her as guys.

I stare at her sleeping face. It's quite ugly and not graceful enough. I realized she drank black coffee that time but never thought would see her again in this situation. Must because stay all night to finish her works.

"Pft-- What an ugly girl." I said. But she didn't even twitch a bit.

"Ugly... ugly... ugly... disgusting." I said in soft voice. She still not show any responds. Is she really dead? I asks myself while poke her twice.

Suddenly, I heard buzz from somewhere on her. But I couldn't find where. However, the buzz make her flinch from her nap. I that noticed, hurriedly hiding. I don't want to be found out that I was staring at her. That'll sucks if she misunderstands me.

She take out her phone from her pocket while still half-asleep. While staggered she get up and do light stretching. Of course, she didn't look so good. She looks grumpy. Before I know, she already walk away.

To be continued...