I Cant (COMPLETE)

10

Annie's POV:
I woke up the next day and carefully got up trying not to wake Brennan up. I went to the kitchen to see that Sydney was making breakfast.
A-morning Syd
S-morning ans how was last night?
A-good
I lie with a fake smile.
S-glad you had fun
She smiles.
*ONE WEEK LATER*
This is out last week in the cabin and I couldn't be more heart broken I don't want to go back home. I mean go back to Katie's house. (Yay) it's not that I don't love katie it's just the fact that I have nowhere else to go. I wish I could go home and go back to my normal life with my parents happily married,Caleb and Hayley being alive. I never thought that my life would be this bad. I hate it "I wish I didn't even exist."
B-what do you mean you wish you didn't exist.
Brennan says walking into the room. Crap I said that out loud.
A-it's pretty self explanatory
B-I get that but why
A-because next week I have to go back to Katie's house I'll probably never see my parents again and my siblings are dead. If you were me you would hate your life too.
B-Annie
He says waking closer to me.
B- I'm always here for you. I know you're that girl that's tuff and doesn't like to show much emotion but sometimes people break and I'm shocked you haven't yet.
After hearing him say that... he's right my life is so crappy I just never b bb stopped to think about it. I  havent cried since Caleb's anniversary. As I stood there the tears came running down like no other. Brennan came up and hugged me.
B-shhh it's ok just let it out.
He said while rubbing my back.
A- I never realized it would hurt this much.
I said as more tears fell faster if that was even possible.
B-I'm sorry ans it's going to be ok I promise.
A-how were both going to different colleges and might not ever see each other again Brennan.
B-don't say that or course we will.
A-and how do you know that.
B-I just know ans. I just know.
He whispered the last part.
A-I feel like an emotional train wreck.
I say chucking
A-I don't think I've ever cried as much as I have in this past week.
B-it's ok sometimes people need to cry because they've been strong for too long. Your were strong through talking about Caleb and opening up to me about Hayley's passing about your parents. I mean I don't know how you do it. You're the strongest person I know and I admire that about you Julianna Grace LeBlanc.
A-thank you Brennan.
I say as he gives me a kiss.
A- we should probably start packing.
I say wiping my tears.
B-ya let's do this.
We just finished packing and cuddling on my bed and watched Netflix.
(AND NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT NETFLIX AND CHILL😂)

*NEXT MORNING*

Brennan and I woke up and went downstairs to see that everyone else was awake.
N-What should we do for our last day here?
K-spend the day at the lake?
Everyone- sure
So I went up and changed into my bathing suit and went back downstairs to wait for everybody else.
*at the lake*
Brennan and I were sitting on the dock talking while everyone else was eating lunch.
A- I don't wanna leave tomorrow.
B-neither do I. But hey at least we have college to look forward to.
A-sure if you think that's a positive. Are you not the siltiest but worried about college?
B-of course I am but I have you to help me through it.
A-but were not even going to the same college.
B-just knowing that you're my girlfriend/best friend is enough.
A-I love you.
B-I love you too.
He says pecking me on the lips.

A/N
I know this is a short chapter but I just thought I would post for y'all after my huge rant. I just needed to get that off of my chest.

I know I haven't said it before but thanks for the support y'all it really means a lot to me.😘😘