Stop my heart for a kiss

Roses don't fit with daisy's

I woke up by the early morning sun glowing on my face. It was about 6 am . Time to get ready. I got up with a smile on my face, it was yet again a beautiful day. With a swift motion I opend the curtains. The sun shined in my piercing grey eyes as my soft skin felt the warmth that the sun gave off. A yawn escaped my mouth while stretching my back as far as i could. I turned around  making my bleached white hair flutter up in the air before falling back down .I walked over to my closet and opend the doors . Infront of me there were differend outfits, all were black and white. I didn't like to wear colour because it made me look very childish. My eyes get caught by the black highwasted shorts and white shirt. "Perfect" i replied satisfied. When i was fully dressed the clock already stricked 6:30 am.
" fuck!" I yelled knowing that if i didn't leave now i would be to late to catch the bus. I ran over to my desk and grabbed my bag, i had put all my books that i needed today in my bag last night .i threw the bag onto my back and opend my door before running out , closing the door behind me. My hair was messy but i didn't really care because once in school i would put it in a high bun anyways. I heard my mom yell but couldn't make out what she said exactly . I just ran down the sidewalk. People stared at me and rolled there eyes . I didn't really care because i was happy and that's all i have to be. I saw the busstop and ran towards it , i stopped right next to the pole and leaned against it. I traced my hand towards my backpocket and pulled my phone out , i typed in my code and opend the messenger app . Nobody of my friends were online so i closed my phone and put it back in my backpocket of my shorts. Not long after the bus passed and stopped right infront of me . The doors opend and i walked inside, i payed the busdriver and walked down the passageway towards the back, i sat myself down and looked out of the window . As time passed by i got lost into thoughts not noticing the bus stopping right infront of the school. A loud voice said my name making me snap out of it . 'Hazel, are you coming with me or are you going to stay in that dream world of yours ?' She said playfully . My head turned towards her. I saw her pastel pink hair in two space buns, her freckles were clearly visible on her milk white skin. She had her cute crooked smile on her face as her caramel coloured eyes twinkeled in the sunlight. 'I'm coming Sylvia . And i wasn't dreaming' i said while getting up and grabbing my bag. She chuckled while turning around and walking out of the bus 'yeah sure honey' she said in her childish voice. I shook my head and followed her out of the bus. I stopped right next to her and could hear the busdoors close followed with the sound of the bus's engin starting. Sylvia looked at me with her crooked smile before hitting my shoulder with her fist " let's go before we are to late in school" . I nodded softly before walking through the gates onto the school domains. All around us were students in each their own groups . You had the basic bitches, the goths, the nerds and many more. I was more the type who leaned towards the 'loners' . Yes i loved to be alone . I just didn't think being in a group was needed. I was fine with my friend Sylvia by my side. Before Sylvia could warn me about the stone infront of me i already had tripped, i was to deep into thoughts that i didn't notice i tripped until i felt my knee scrape against the concrete ground, it stinged a bit but wasn't to bad. She grabbed my arm and pulled me up before dusting my legs off. " you got to be more carefull honey. See you scraped your knee. Let me take care of that ,silly" she said with a concerned tone in her voice. She was truly the mother in the friend group eventhough we were only with four in a group.
"No it's fine i won't die from a small scrape wound on my knee " She rolled her eyes before tugging at my arm " i'm still taking care of it Sylvia" . She always called me by my name to sound more bossy . It was cute . Without hesitation she started to run pulling me with her , she was heading towards the females bathroom i thought . Before i could tell her she went into the mens bathroom we already disturbed a few dudes by walking in . Their eyes widend and looked both of us up and down before chuckling. " sorry my silly friend scraped her leg" she said with a confident tone . I looked at her with my eyes wide, she smiled at me to show that it was alright. It didn't seem as if the boys got bothered any further , they just continued with what they were doing. She pulled me with her towards the sinks. She looked so confident and was scared of nothing . I was sure of that because why would someone just run into the boys bathroom. I got caught of guard when she picked me up and placed me on the sink. "W...-what " before i could end my sentence she replied " i'ts easier to clean your wound that way " a soft chuckled could be heard in the background . I wanted to look but stopped myself because i didn't want to disturbe anybody doing their bussines. She grabbed a tissue and made it wet under the sink. She then slowly rubbed it against my knee . It felt a bit cold but didn't hurt at all. " i'm not hurting you right , honey?" I shook my head and she smiled before getting up. She threw the tissue away and grabbed a new one, she made it wet and came back , she sat down on her knees and placed the wet tissue on my knee. " thank you " i replied as she pushed down on the wound, she kept her eyes fixated on my knee and wouldnt look at me " it's not a problem " . An awkward silence started . I looked down at her, her eyes traced from my knee to my face . Her eyes sparkled lightly in the dim light . I knew she liked me . I knew it was hard for her to stay friends with me .
" i'm done " she said ending the awkward silence. Before i could say 'thank you' she already got up and ran out of the bathroom leaving me on the sink. " i'm sorry.." i whispered to myself .