"Hmmmm I will be here tonight..." Whaaaaaaaat was I told to him..? I can't believe my own words..
He smile to me and nodded his head. I looked at the floor. 'I can't look at his face directly. Ahhhhhh.. Why is my head repeating, what I had done to him little while ago? This is embarrassing...' I can felt his glance on me. 'What should I do? Then it hit my head, that I still haven't wearing my pants yet.'
"I-I want to c-change my c-clothes..." I told him and looked at his eyes. His eyes were looked at my eyes and his face was pink color. 'I want go now... But can I walk? Well I have to try.' Before he told me any other thing, I went to bathroom bullet speed and closed the door. I took deep breath. 'Seriously this is really annoying.. Why do I feel nerves when he around me..?'
"I-I wanna wear m-my yukata.. C-can you give it to me?" I asked from him. 'I can't wear this anymore because the pants were missing.. But the shirt is fit on me greatly. Whose dress was this? Does he have a boy-boyfriend? Hmmm it doesn't look like that he has a boyfriend or girlfriend. But I really curious about that... I want to know about does he has someone who in his heart. He told me he love me. But we love our friends also. I think he meant he loves me as a friend. But he has a lover already? Is that shitty bitch? Why he did not tell me? But this is boys' suit. Ahhaa my brain doesn't work properly when I think about something that belongs to me.... Well, I mean he is my friend now.. I guess soo.. But is he playboy? No-no that can't be happen.. I am talking about shizuo.... Right?? I will ask him later. Yep he won't lie to me. I felt my heart begun to heavy.. Does his heart belong to someone else? What will his answer?
"I HATE THIS FUCKING FEELING... ITS EAT MY SUPER BRAIN... AM I GOING TO CRAZY??" I screaming.. O-opps.. I forgot... I covered my mouth quickly.. Why was I screamed?
"Are you okay izaya? Why did you scream?" I heard shizous' voice... 'What should I tell him now?'"
"I-Its no-nothing.. I-it's very annoying fe-fe-fe..."
"Fe??? Fe what?" He asked back.. I can't told about that fucking shitty feeling..
"It's about fe.. Flea..? Ahhhaaa there was a flea.. I hate them... Ugh flea die now.." I hit the floor by my palm countless time.
"Yosh.. It was died.. Go to the heaven flea.. Bye... Miss you..." I told very loudly. 'I can't tell him. He will laugh at me.' But I heard he was laughing non-stop.. 'Why is he laughing?'
"But I-I love them.. T-they are cute.." He told me while laughing... 'Whatttt??? Is he nuts? Fleas are cute? I think shizuo had hit his head somewhere very hardly.'
"They aren't cute.. They are blood suckers.. They are annoying.." I stopped talked.. I just felt I was acted like past shizu chan.....
"I thought it first but they aren't.. Even blood suckers can changed.. We can't label anyone, that they are bad or good..." He spoke back. When did he begin to speak like that? 'This isn't monster of Ikebukuro. This is someone else who I don't even know.'
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Innocent as you- (lzayas' love-'shizaya')
Romancei can't understand why i am always do this??i am hurt people who around me...(this is izayas' love story and it will be shizaya..)..