It haunts me.

Being bullied

I don't know why but I've always been a target to people, I've been bullied so much in my life to the point where I'm used to it I'm used to people threatening me and all that other shit that goes under bullying, in year 10 I was physically bullied I got a bag whacked to the back of my head and I almost fell on the ground I ran home crying because I didn't know what to do, in year 11 I got threatened by a parent in year 12 another parent threatened me, people call me ugly all the time but in year 9 I couldn't take it I couldn't handle it I started cutting...... I couldn't do it anymore I didn't wanna be a part of society nor this world any longer, I still have the scars on me, someone said something else to me and I couldn't take that either so I grabbed the scissors and just I was about to the guy I was dating at the time took them off me and said no.... I balled my eyes out....... I want to end my life I really do, but I just can't it's to hard because firstly I'm not only gonna be hurting myself but I'm going to be hurting the ones who love me.