The World of the Unknown Twins

Bella Williams: Introduction of her life

Bella's POV

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My name is Bella Williams, 16 years old, I live in East Anglia, Norwich... I have an average family, but they treat me like trash.

Ever since I was adopted when I was still a baby, they didn't take care of me that much, I can remember myself when I was still a child. Leaving me all alone in the house while I was crying and was hungry... I thought I would die.

Since I was still a little child, they had already treated me like garbage, why bother adopting me in the first place if they're going to treat me harshly?

I did not even experience what it feels to have your mother and father love you with sincerity,
I haven't even experience playing with toys and being happy in my childhood days.
And I haven't experience to be carried gently around when you are sick.

All I can remember from my childhood is all the agony, fear, and pain that my so-called family did to me.

I can't even remember a single memory being happy, not even one.

But then as I grew up it got worse.

"Hey! So-called cinderella!! Did you clean my room yet?!" My stepsister called Vivian shouted.

"Did you finished doing the laundry already?!" My stepmother Avis shouted.

"Yes, I already cleaned your room, and Mom I'm still doing laundry!" I replied.

My stepmom and stepsister always order me around, I always work, before school, after school, and weekends.

If I make a mistake they'll always yell at me, torture me until I get bruises in my face.

If I did something that is not right, they would threaten me that they'll torture me to death.

And for my father, the worse...

Every night, especially when he is drunk, he would call me out or go to my bedroom and torture me.

He would slap, kick, and punch me. But sometimes when I try to stop him, he would cry a bit. He would ways say sorry, and call out an unfamiliar name.

There was a time when he also almost choked me to death, gladly I survived and managed to stop him.

I tried reporting it to the police officers, but as soon as the officers got here in the house, my stepmom would cry innocently, Vivian would pat me on the head softly, and father acting like he doesn't know anything about it.

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Even at school, everybody hates me,

My classmates, and the other students...

They always bully me and treat me like how my family treats me.

They would vandalize my desk, my locker, and my things, they would lock me on the restroom or in the changing room.... I didn't do anything to anger them.

But I'm not the only person that get bullies in school, but they would always bully me almost everyday.

I can always see some students getting bullied, but I do not take action for them.

I just watch and ignore them.

I'm not that typical person that even though everyone hates me, I should help the others who's like me getting bullied.

I'm not that person in the movie who stand up for others.

I'm not that person who's kind to other people, even though she is hated by everyone,

I have trust issues, there's no single human that I can depend on, I can't even depend on myself.

"How did I end up myself from this life?

I always thought that why did I do to deserve this kind of lifestyle.

Why do they despise me that much?"

Those are the questions which I usually asked to myself in the past,

I always endure it until now.

But then, as I got older, I am now used to it,

The only facial expression on my face is just a blank and dead look,

I can't even see myself smiling and laughing like the others.

I don't even know what being happy feels like.

Because of this, my Heart just feels empty or lonely, damaged and abused...

I'm suicidal, I attempted to kill myself many times already.

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I already lost hope that I'll get away from these, there's no chance that I'll be free, I'm like locked up in a very big and empty jail.

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This world is way too much cruel

IT'S A TOTAL NIGHTMARE.

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My name is Bella Williams, my life is a total mess, I have a psycho family and schoolmates that despise my existence.

After all the torture that I get from the school and from my family, I still managed to live on and not to end myself.

Even though I know that I have no future.

Even though I know that I'll never experience being happy.

I will still endure it...

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