Brendon in bits

Death

I awoke to the sound of screeching sirens as my head pounded. I hesitantly opened my sweet chocolate eyes. This was not supposed to happen. Paramedics rushed around me as I slipped into a steady coma.

Where am I??

I slowly took in my surroundings, I was at my old primary school. Nothing had changed much, it was still the awful trash heap of dirty red bricks that I remembered. No one appeared to be around, I must've come here after closing hours. Why am I here? How did I even get here?!?!

I ran into my old classroom and got an immediate flashback of, of, was that, Gee?

I remember, when I was about four, before my dads dead body was found before my mum decided she didn't care, he died. A boy in my class, Ryan, had 'taken his life'. It was all my fault. I don't understand! Ryan, he looked exactly like Gerard...

This is getting weird I sprinted down my old school corridor to see Gerard (or Ryan?) blocking my way. In his arms he was cradling a small, black creature. The raven showed his minuscule head to reveal a gruesome sight.

Half of the horrid birds flesh was exposed and torn on the right side of his face and his eyeball was dropped down to his cheekbone dripping with blood. The raven looked like it had been burnt to death. My stomach flipped and I brought up last nights dinner. I thought I had left all this behind, I thought I had gotten away with it all.

Brendon's flashback

It had been an ordinary day at my crumbling primary school when I met the new boy Ryan Gerard Way. He had dark black greasy hair which fell to his shoulders and light brown eyes with flecks of gold which I was immediately drawn to. I felt myself falling in love with him there and then, and he knew it.

He approached me cautiously "heyyyy" he muttered into my ear. His delicate voice sent shivers up my spine, " I'm Ryan, nice to meet you Brendon" I was confused on how he even knew my name, but I was distracted by his fluttering eyelashes. This wasn't right, I shouldn't be feeling this, let alone for a boy. You have to understand I was terrified, I didn't mean what I did...

Later on that day I asked Ryan to take a stroll in the woods with me. He agreed as long as I would start calling him Gee. I thought this was slightly odd, but I decided to let it go as I'm sure there was no need for nicknames in heaven.

Earlier that day I had skipped French (no one likes French anyway) to set up my trap. I had dug a massive pit deep in the woods and lit a fire right at the bottom. I planned to have 'Gee' to run and catch the raven as a 'game' and fall into the pit.

"So Gee, how about we play a game?" Gee agreed, extremely enthusiastically, not surprising, he was only six. "Ok catch the raven when I let him go!" Gee looked confused for a second and looked deep into my eyes, for a second I felt extremely guilty, but it didn't stop me from what I was about to do.

I had left a pile of worms above the trap and as planned the raven made a beeline for it. Gee chased after the raven giggling. He reached the raven and made a leap for it falling straight into my trap and taking the raven with him. I looked over the edge of the trap and watched the light in his eyes go out as he grinned at me...

Back in the corridor

I screamed and tried to turn but everywhere I looked I saw him. "RYAN" I yelled, I was petrified, I still couldn't believe what had happened. " I though I told you to call me Gee" Gerard spoke in a soft calm voice, "you killed me Brendon." A solitary tear slid down Gee's face and the raven dived at me...

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Heyyyyy guyyyyyyssss!!!

Thanks soo much for reading!!!
I know this chapter is a little bit far fetched, but trust me it is going somewhere!

I'm probably not going to update this tomorrow I know I said I would update every Friday but I don't know for some reason I decided to update it today 🐼

Sorry if you do not ship Brerard or Gendon whatever you want to call it but I really do!!!!!!

I also put in a little hint of Ryden as well. I'm so sorry I usually get hate when I shop ryden but you can never stop me!!!!!!!!

Bye guys thanks again for reading!!!!

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I'm supposed to update this today, but there is going to be a twist and to do it properly I'm going to have to wait to collab with my amazing friend AliMorna Even if this story becomes more psycopathic then don't panic! She is going to write an alternative ending.

Anyways goodbye for now my sassies

Muahh xxx

P.s don't panic I already have the next chapter drafted I just need it to be proofed (my spelling is just...) 😂🐼👽