Tabs might be sad.

Im yours.

Dear who ever you are,

I'm depressed. Dil doesn't want me. Just like you said. I can't fight any longer. Im on my last limb. I'm yours... Dil says I should go get help. Like a mental hospital. But if I do I'll have nothing left. No depression, no you. I'll be completely alone. I can't cope with that. So I'll do as you say. Anything, I mean it. I need it. Give me structure. Control me. Please. Please take me back. And let's go back to the way things used to be. I love you.

My Feelings: lust, love, doubt, sadness. I feel like a dark red. That's the mood here. Dark red. Sad. But lustful. Red.

                       -Tabitha

Dear love,
Your mine now. You'll write here everyday. You'll promise me that. I have you now. The victory has never tasted any sweeter. You will be mine to keep. Your nothing now. Ha. You feel for it. Such a sad lonesome girl you are. I tricked you so easily. You have no reason now. Goodbye idiot.
                  -me and you...

Dear diary,
I have recently found out you have been using me and tricked me into submitting my love to you. You got me. And I'm done. Good bye diary...
                   -Tabitha

After this was done Tabitha walked herself into her bathroom where she cut off a majority of her hair. After this she brought herself outside to mutilate herself as much as possible by jumping out of trees burning parts of her body and much more. Tabitha then hanged herself.

Just moments later her ex boyfriend found her dying dangling body hanging from the overhang of her stair case. Who knew checking in on your ex girlfriend could be this eventful? Dil didn't. Dil then proceeded to call 911 where Tabitha was helped back into health for a week and I guess that leads us here...