Farewell My Lover

12

"I can't believe Mina is dating Jimin!"

I overhear two guys talking in the restroom. I stop walking down the hallway and begin to listen their conversations.

"She should date me! I would fuck her anytime!" The other dude said.

"Plus Jimin is a loser! Why would she date him!"

"YAH!"

"Jungkook!" They both say in shock.

"I was trying to a dump but the two of you pissed me off," he pushes one of the guys to the wall. "Jimin is not a loser! Both of you are that's why Mina didn't date yall."

"I'm-I'm sorry."

He face the other guy. "Mina won't fuck a guy who his dick is two inch long," he smirk at him.

The other guy face went blank. I'm trying my hardest not to laugh. I begin to walk down the hallway and go to my class. That's my best friend. As hours pass by I couldn't help but to think about Mina. Am I doing the right thing?

"Jimin!" Jungkook shouted my name.

"What?"

"Is something wrong?"

"No is just... I don't know if loving her is the right choice," I look at my water bottle.

"Are you regretting it?" He seen shock by my question. He takes a deep breath, "your afraid of hurting her...it's okay to love her. I know so. Jimin tell her about your disease, she will understand I promise."

"One year is going by so fast. For the first time I want to stop time," my eyes are getting watery but my tears don't fall down.

"Don't cry in front of me," he playfully hit my arm.

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"Jimin...Break up with Mina," he look straight to my eyes and begin to speak again. "I know about your disease break up with her."

"You still care about her?"

"Yes, I want the best for her. I know Mina more than you. I once loved her. I don't think Mina would ever recover from you. She loves you too much probably more than she loves herself."

"I know what your trying to say. I was thinking the same... if I become the bad guy she will get over me soon."

Mark doesn't say anything for a while. I break the ice and smile at him.

"When I'm gone promise me you will find a good man for her."

"I promise," he nods.

[6:30 PM]
A/N: play the song if you want to

"Mina let's break up," I only look at the ground.

"Haha that's a joke right?"

"No," my eyes quickly become watery, they are full with regression.

"I won't break up with you! I know you love me!" Her warm soft hand touch my hand.

"I love someone else. Stop making it complicated! I take my hand back.

"You coward. Do you think I will let you walk away from me like this?!" She gently hits my arm. "Coward. Coward. Coward."

"I'm sorry."

"I know the truth. I know about your disease. I know everything!" She throws her arms around my shoulder. "I-I know," her tears non stop coming.

"What?"

"I overheard the conversation about you and Jungkook. When I found out the truth I made a decision."

"What was that?"

"It's okay if you hurt me so please don't be afraid. I'm letting you hurt me," she embrace me more with her arms.

I let my tears flow down my cheeks.

"But I'm not okay with that. I want you to smile all the time. I want you to be happy-"

"But I am happy! As long I'm with you until the end I don't care if you hurt me! You can break my heart Jimin! So please never regret meeting me."

"I'm sorry!" This time I pull her close to me. Please God give me a miracle. I don't want to leave her.

"I finally found someone who is worth hurting me," she press her lips on mine. I tested her salty tears.

"Mina will you marry me?" I broke the kiss and look at her with a serious face. "I know we have six months to graduate from school-"

"YES!" She pulls my shirt and jump to kiss me again. "A million times yes!"

I'm going to do everything before I go away.

3rd person POV

"I think I found them," the old lady took the old pocket watch from her bag and made a huge smile.

"Wish them the best."

The old lady look at her granddaughter. "The same goes for me. It's time for him."

The little girl smile brightly. "I wonder what will happen gramma," the little girl squeeze her hands.

"Who knows."