Tree house -joshler fic

I fall slow...

Tyler's P.O.W

Oh boy josh will kill me if he finds out.
I heard the door knob click open. Josh's eyes where locked on my eyes for a bit before josh started screaming. I only replied with a "I'm fine." Because I just wanted to end. At that moment I wanted josh to hug me instead of screaming in my face. I want to grab his shoulder and cry into it. But instead he goes to talk to the doctor about taking me home.
Josh came back and he told me we can go home and he handed me a cream for my burned scars. I grabbed my jacket and head to Josh's car.

It was a silence between us but it wasn't a awkward silence. It was more like a "I'm going to chill and go deep in thoughts while you drive" kinda thing going on.

Its been almost 5 years since I liked josh and we've been best friends ever since.
"So let's go at mine shall we.." he suddenly broke the silence and tried to think of something to cheer me on because he kept looking at me and it seemed like he was trying to say something but he couldn't get it out there.
"Yeah" I replied. God I'm really cold why.

We got to Josh's apartment
Josh opens the door with the keys
We got inside and I set on the couch and josh say next to me.

"I don't want to talk about it and upset you." Josh.. He exactly knew me and how I felt.
I smiled back in reply.
It seemed like josh wanted to keep telling me something but he just couldn't say it.

"Hey josh what's wrong? It's been 20 minutes and it seems like you where trying to tell me something.."
I looked into his eyes waiting for him to say something.