My First Love Experience

Chapter Nine

     It's not really impossible for all of those to be actually true. Sa panahon ngayon? Oh, please. Maraming pwedeng mangyayari.

Fear the living, not the dead.

     Totoo naman kasi. Kahit ako, mas takot ako sa kung anong pwedeng mangyari o magawa ko. Nagdadalawang isip ako sa kung ano ba dapat ang kailangan kong gawin o i-sagot kay Kenneth.

"Samantha, don't worry. I'm not forcing you to answer me now. I'm just forewarning you about my own feelings."

"..."

"I just didn't want you to think that this is all just a prank or whatever. This,"

"Is real. It might not be for you right now, but for me, it is."

     The man said so himself. Pero, deep inside, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala.

"Will you give me time to let it all sink in? Cause, I'm pretty shocked right now. It's new to me and idk what to say yet."

"Yeah. Sure. I'm not rushing you. Take your time. But, before that, lemme just introduce myself properly."

     Sinakyan ko na lang yung ideya niyang maging kaibigan daw muna kami. Gusto niya daw akong makilala na lubusan. And, he's a pretty interesting guy, too.

     He's a Youtuber, an aspiring racer and y'know, we have things in common. Like, he's a Libra and I'm a Libra. His birthday is just four days away from mine. The only difference, I guess right now, is that I'm two years older than him.

     May nabanggit sa'kin yung mga kaklase ko about sa traditions nila sa kasal and mga relationships. At least, dapat mas matanda daw ang lalaki kesa sa babae dahil mabilis daw mag-mature ang mga kababaihan kaysa sa mga kalalakihan, kaya ganun.

     "He's quite interesting.."

     Para siyang normal na kabataan, 'yung tipong kinalakihan ko sa Pinas. Hindi kasi ako katulad ng mga kaklase o Indiano na kakilala ko. Nor do they understand someone who grew up with a different upbringing like me.

"Knowing more about you right now, makes me fall deeper in love with you.."

     I gulped down my saliva. It was getting intense. Ano ba 'to? Teleserye? May camera bang nakadikit sa pader na hindi ko alam at reality show ba 'to?

     I took a few more seconds before trying to reply pero naunahan niya na'ko.

"Hahaha. Don't be too awkward or shy around me too much. I'm just a normal teenager like you, Samantha."

     I quite despise the formality.

"Just call me Sam or Samu. Samu is a nickname given by the squad so, you can call me by that as well."

"Sam. I like Sam."

     That's like an indirect way of confessing to me and making my fucking heart beat so fucking fast.

     Tanga na kung tanga; amateur na kung amateur. Anong magagawa ko? This is my first time. First time having someone confess to me; first time having my heart beat go fast; first time having someone actually like me. Lahat 'to, bago para sa'kin.

     You could say that I'm the complete epitome of a NBSB-type-of-teenager.
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