Fifth

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We are are all in the same game, just different levels, dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

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I was at Josh's house and I went to get a drink, I was pouring myself a water when I accidentally bumped into a guy. "Sorry." I said blushing.

He laughed and had a wonderful laugh. "It's totally fine. Her let me get you a different drink since I spilled yours." He took my drink and I leaned against the counter waiting for him. He came back and handed it to me. "Here you go."

"Thank you." I said our hands slightly brushing making my cheeks heat up. I took sips of the drink and thought it tasted a little weird, but shrugged it off. We started to talk and I felt slightly hazy.

"Hey lets go upstairs, so we talk easier." He said grabbing my hand. I nodded and allowed him to pull me upstairs and into a room. It suddenly started to piece together.

"What-" I saw him lock the door behind him. "No, oh no." I started and felt dizzy, I clasped on the bed feeling tired. I couldn't get up my limbs were very heavy.

The boy came over and laughed at me. I struggled and managed to move my arms slightly and pushed myself farther away from him. "Now I have you where I want you."

I saw my vision have spots as the boy climbed over me and started to pull my skirt down. "No no no!" I tried to struggle but my arms or legs wouldn't move. My throat was getting tight and it was harder to yell. "Harry! Harry!" I attempted to yell. The guy had my skirt off and was moving to my underwear. "Harry Please!" I cried.

The boy pulled my underwear down and my clothes. I tried to scream but nothing came out, I saw my vision go black. Harry never came.

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Him

I felt myself being woke up, by what? I suddenly felt a struggling in my arms and yells. I suddenly opened my eyes up and turned seeing a body kicking next to me. "Harry Harry!" Ryder called out fear in her voice.

I shook her trying to wake her up. "Ryder wake up it's just a dream!"

She had tears pouring down her face. "Harry please!" She cried out making my heart break seeing her like this.

"Ryder you have to wake up!" I shook her one last time and her eyes opened.

"Harry." She sat up and hugged me quickly. I wrapped my arms around her and sung softly in her ear, she cried into my chest. After a few minutes her tears seemed to stop and I wiped her red cheeks with my thumb.

"Hey, it was just a dream." I said. She nodded weakly and I laided us back down with her head resting on my chest.

"It seemed so real though." Ryder wishpered as she traced shapes into my chest. "I thought... I thought you were'nt there to save me."

I kissed her on top of her head. "I will always be there to protect you."

She sniffled slightly and dug her head into my chest. I ran my hand through her slightly curly hair and loved the way it felt so silky and soft. "I...Will I always dream about this? Will I always be afraid?"

"You won't be afraid cause I will always be here for you, I won't let anyone or thing harm you again." I said tightening my arms around her.

"Thank you. Thank you so much." Ryder says weakly. "I now know I can trust you."

I felt my chest tighten slightly. "Now go back to bed we still have some hours left to sleep." I saw her lay her head against the pillow allowing herself to sink into it. I stared at her longingly, I feel so bipolar with her.

One second, I am a complete ass like I am to most people. But when I'm with Ryder in the beginning I hated having to work with her, I was forced to ordered. But then I felt different, shit.

I can't allow my feelings to get involved in this, I can't. It's one of my main rules, and that's what has gotten me here to this position.

I can't allow myself to get tangled.

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Sorry for the short chapter! Haven't been able to update recently. Thank you for still reading. :) xx

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