Him (Harry Styles AU)

Third

My head is a very dark place.

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"Bullshit." 

He blinked at me. "What?" 

I was surprised by my braveness. "That's bullshit. There is no way you are here to protect me." 

He stepped closer to my body making me uncomfortable. I tried to press myself closer to the wall. He had this smirk on his face. I looked up into those Jem eyes. He lowered his head so he was inches from my face. "How do you know princess?" He questioned. 

"Your dark!" His smirk turned into a slight frown. "I was warned about you. Be careful. He may be dark but also an angel. Don't get tangled." 

He chuckled. "Oh dear Ryder, you think you know so much." His words wounded me slightly. "It's true. I can be dark. But I am also an Angel, a fallen angel. I don't have my wings." 

I dared to look up to his face again. He was looking intently at me, I stared back. "So if your a fallen angel, does this mean I'm safe?" I asked.

"For now." His breath was hot on my face. 

"What am I in danger of?" I asked quietly. I saw him glance at my lips and lick his. 

"Me." With that he pulled in and connected his lips with mine. The kiss was hungry and messy at first our lips then became in sync. He bit on my lip and pulled on it I gasped slightly. He took the opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth. I lifted my arm and snaked it around his neck. He pulled my body into his tightly. He then pulled away and started to kiss my neck I moaned slightly at the feeling. He kept his head in the crook of my neck. 

"Ryder Dinner is ready!" I heard my Nan yell. He pulled away from my neck and looked at me. He smirked slightly then pulled away and went out the window. I stood for a second before I turned to the window and looked out. He was nowhere to be seen. "Ryder?" 

I turned. "Yes Nan. I'm coming!" I was about to go out and downstairs when I passed my mirror and gasped at my neck. There right on my neck was a big forming Hickey. I poked it slightly and winced. Never had I ever had a boy to that to me. I quickly grabbed a sweatshirt and sighed in relief seeing it covered my mark from Him. I realized I was so high on hormones and I allowed him to do that to me and I don't know his name even if I'm safe. 

I walked downstairs to see my Nan looking at me worried. I smiled apologizing. "Sorry Nan, I was caught up in my own daydream." 

"I was worried about you lately." I know what she is referring to, mum. My mum was a alcoholic, my dad left her and she couldn't take care of me so my Nan took me in at the age of 8. That was 8 years ago, I am now 16 and going to the university that is about an hour away in London this fall. My mum died 2 months ago from an OD. 

I smiled at her. "I'm fine Nan." I hugged her tiny 5' statue even though I am only 5'5. We went into the kitchen and sat and ate dinner. I played with the small portion of my meal, I looked and saw Nan looking at me. I put down my fork. "Nan you know how you um... warned me of Him?" 

"Yes dear." She saw my uneasy look. "What's going on Ryder?" 

 I wanted to tell her how I met him and what he told me. But something told me not to. "Never mind." I got up and cleared my plate washed it and put it away. I sat and talked a little with Nan then cleaned up. I kissed her cheek. "I am fine Nan." Before disappearing into my room. 

I looked at the clock and saw it was 8:30 the sun was almost down. I felt suffocated I tore off my sweatshirt grabbed a blanket and went to my window. I threw my blanket onto the roof and climbed out and on the roof too. I took a deep breath of the fresh air, I laid the blanket out and laid down. 

Once again my mind drifted to Him. I didn't even know his name, nor if I am safe. Yet he has intoxicated me, all I think about is Him. I try to shake him out of my mind but nothing, I sigh. Even though I wanted him gone I also wanted him here with me. His lips on mine as we lay on this blanket in the warmness of the night. I wanted to touch his skin, I wanted to feel how smooth it is. I snapped my thoughts out of it.

What am I thinking? I am a good girl. 

The hickey on my neck said otherwise. I took a deep breath of the fresh air trying to clear my head of all the thoughts, I didn't seem to work. I would talk to anyone but, I hate to say this. I have no one, I have Nan that's it. In school I would never trust anyone. I pushed them all away, I focused on my school work and good grades. I was afraid that if I let anyone break down the walls I would be hurt again. The day my mom dropped me off at Nan's I build those walls and never let anyone to close other then Nan in fear of being hurt.

Kieran was lucky enough he got this close to me, I started to have a foundness towards him. He would always try to talk to me and I would always not carry on the conversation. Then he finally got me to talk and made me laugh, I felt good around him. He asked me on a date and then I excepted but, after today I have a feeling we won't be talking again. The thought sadden me, I enjoyed him. 

I laid down and looked up at the dark sky that was slowly showing it's stars. I relaxed a little more feeling better but still my mind wondered to him. I sat up angered. "Stop!" I said loudly to myself referring to the thoughts that are clouding my mind. 

"Stop what?" I heard the familiar voice behind me. I jumped up quickly and saw Him standing there. 

I pointed my finger at Him. "You. Stop sneaking up on me! And stop clouding my- never mind." I caught myself from what I was going to say. 

He smirked at me. He looked down at my neck and that stupid yet sexy smirk grew bigger. "I see my mark is left on you."  I glared at him. He laughed at me. "Oh lighten up sweet heart."

I looked at him. "I will not Lighten Up." I crossed my arms over my chest. 

He looked down at my crossed arms and showed that signature smile. "Are you wearing a bra?" 

I felt my face heat up greatly to his comment. "That is none of your business." 

"Ah but it is when you are torturing me over here." 

I gasped at his comment and backed away disgusted. "You are si-" My sentence was cut off when I hit the edge of the roof and started to wall. I let out a scream and closed my eyes waiting for impact. But it never came, I slowly opened one eye and then another to see the dark knit jumper. I looked up and saw his eyes staring into mine. He tightened his arm around my body and I gripped his jumper with my fist afraid to fall again.

"Be careful miss, don't need a beauty like you getting hurt." He said and smiled down at me. 

I scoffed. "Since you saved me can I at least know your name?" 

"Harry. My name is Harry."