Your a victim of you own mind.
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When we finally got a good distance away from the mental hospital we stopped at the local cafe and sat in the parking lot. I looked at Kieran, his normally tan skin looks pale and he seems different somehow. "Kieran." I asked lightly and out my hand on his that was gripping the arm rest tightly.
He flinched slightly. I started to pull my hand away and he looked at me apologizing with his eyes. "I still, I don't understand what happened there."
"I know. I saw- never mind." I said quickly afraid he would judge me, call me crazy. My mind could'nt stop drifting back to the curly haired boy., his jem eyes still haunted mine.
"I guess, I will take you home." He said. I nodded slightly, I just wanted to shower and get out of these clothes. I felt dirty and wanted to be clean and safe in my home. On the ride back I was quiet, Kieran didn't try to make conversation either. I wasn't sure if this relieved me or upset me. As we pulled into my driveway, I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek lightly. "I'm sorry." He whispered.
I climbed out and walk into my little home, I had the slightest feeling I was being watched. I took of my shoes and poped in the kitchen to say 'hello' to my Nan as she prepared dinner. I slowly walked up the steps ad to my room, the whole thinking about Him.
Who was he and why was he there? And why do I have this feeling he was there for me. Nan's warning haunted in my head.Beware the darkness. Be careful of him. He is coming, He may be dark but also Angel but don't get tangled.
Is he the Him in the warning my Nan gave me? He is dark but also an Angel. What does that mean?I shook my head and walked into the bathroom. I turned on a shower wanting to be under the hot water already. I stripped my clothes and was upset to see the hole in my trousers from when I feel. My knee was bloody to add to it. It throbbed slightly and I saw it was swollen, I never noticed due to the fear.
As I stood in the shower all I thought was Him. Why won't he leave my mind, Why won't he leave me alone? I don't even know who he is, even if he is real! I turned off the shower and grabbed my towel shivering from the cold. I felt my hairs on the back of my kneck prick up and a shiver go down my back. I looked around thinking anyone would be there would be someone right there in my bathroom. I laugh nervously thinking I've lost my mind.
As I dress into my PJ's I hear a noise by my window. I spin around to see the window open, I knit my eyebrows together as I knew I had closed them earlier. I walked over to close them and looked out to the sunset of pink and purple across the early summer sky. "Beautiful isn't it?" I heard a deep voice behind me say.
I spun around so fast I hit my already bruised and swollen knee again. I wanted to scream but nothing came out. i was frozen to my spot. There he was standing in my room. His clothes still dark only this time I could see what they were. He wore black skinny jeans and a gray jumper, his bare feet from earlier were now in slim worn brown boots. I finally felt my muscles and pushed myself away from him and towards the wall. Knowing that my 60 year old Nan could not help me in this situation. "Who-Who are you?" I asked in a shaky voice.
He chuckled slightly. "I am me. And you are Ryder."
"How do you know who I am?" I asked scarred.
"I've watched you." He said simply.
I felt my breath hitch. He's watched me? "Why?" I'm not sure how I've managed to talk.
"I'm here to protect you."
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