The Big Book of Panic!

Hey

So as some of you may know, I had a band concert tonight. It started at 7:00 and went to 8:15. Around 8:30 my mom and I made our way to the car when I saw my friend. She lived in California and moved here to the other side of the country during 2016's summer. She lived here and went to school with all my friends and me. Half way through the first semester we became good friends. Let's call her Aria for now. 

Anyways, Aria and I have been good friends since the first semester. I learned a lot about her and I understood that she may leave in the summer of 2017 to go home to California. I didn't realize that meant this weekend. 

She came to me and I almost smacked her. Her parents have decided to take her home for the last semester. Tonight was and will be the last time I see her until after high-school, maybe even college. That could be anywhere from 3-8 years. 

We stood in the parking lot for half an hour talking. I wanted to kiss her so much but my mom was there and is extremely Christain. Don't get me wrong, I'm not into her, it would be more of a good-bye kiss, ya' know? My mom said it was time to go and we hugged again. 

Of course we still have Facebook and all that but... It still really hurts. To have someone close to you move to the other side of the country and have a 3 hour time difference... It really hurts. 

So I hope you all can understand if I say some things I may not usually say or if I randomly become inactive. 

~Thanks