Kindergarten
I wish it was like kindergarten
Where everyone had to be your friend
You were invited to every party
Even the mean people were nice
But here I am
Neither parties nor friends
Everyone laughs at the freak, forgetting
Forgetting that they once laughed with the freak
How are you supposed to stand tall if everyone tells you, you’re 3ft tall
If everyone you know,
Love,
And have ever cared for is against you
I miss the days where getting a completely full goodie bag was my only worry
Where I didn’t even know what a razor was
Or how to use it
When my friend would push me on the swing
While I screamed “Higher Higher”
Now I push myself
But not on a swing
I push myself through everyday
Because no matter how bad I want to give up
I will prove everyone wrong
