In no time at all I was back to my old self. Back to cutting and depression and suicidal thoughts. It got to the point where I attempted suicide. N.W. was the only person I loved and she was gone. A little while had past and things had gotten worse with all these pressures bearing down on me and nobody to help. Finally I decided to end it all. I had the date set and the method. I even wrote the note. I emailed N.W. one last time expecting no reply. Instead of emptiness I got emailed back within an hour and she talked me down and she made me promise never to try again and to this day I have stayed true to that promise. I told her I loved her and she said she loved me and to this day I haven't heard from her since. The only person I really talk to still from the support group is a girl named T.W. And that is the story of N.W.
There will be one more chapter
