She's perfect ❤

Chapter 17💙

Wednesday Morning

This Wednesday, I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to get out of my warm bed.

I hit the "stop" button on my phone and let out a sigh.

I rolled over and faced the wall, while staring out the near by window. The sky was dark, it was going to rain. It was one of those days where no one wants to get up; no motivation to do so at all.

I scratched my back and stretched while sitting up. A pain shot to my head after stretching.

That's it. I'm not going. I'll tell my dad I'm sick.

I went to the upstairs bathroom and put a bit of hot water in my hair and beside my neck, to make it seem like sweat. And rubbed my face until it turned red.

I walked down the stairs to see my father, sitting with his morning cup of coffee watching some old movie. I crept down the stairs as if ready to fall. I held my stomach as my father looked at me.

"I-" I cleared my throat then continued, "I-I don't feel too g-good," I spoke weakly, shutting my eyes hard.

"Go get some rest dear, I hope you feel better if you need anything just call down," My dad said with a smile, taking a sip of his coffee.

I said thank you and walked upstairs pretending to be hurting. Once I got into my room, I straightened out and went straight back into bed; cuddling with my body pillow, while being surrounded my other pillows and multiple blankets.

I cuddled up and slowly fell back to sleep.

That whole night I have been thinking; I've been thinking about what would happen if Emily said no. I was thinking of how awkward it would be. And of course I was thinking about if she says yes, how I'd be the happiest person; and how I'd treat her better than any guy could've. I want her to be mine, not my force but by choice.

Emily's POV

I waited for Jessica to arrive, but she didn't. When she didn't come into math class, I just thought if she was going o be late again or she doesn't want to move. But rather the less she didn't text me. Hm that's surprising. I went through half the day until lunch, without Jess. I hate being here without her. I tried calling her at lunch but no answer.

I decided that I should go over to her house to see if Jessica was alright. I called her phone once again while I was near her house, still no answer. When I arrived at her door step I took a peak inside and realized her dad's shoes weren't there.

"What ever," I spoke under my breath, and placed my hand on the knob quietly turning it. I managed to sneak inside and shut the door without to much sound. Before walking in any further I realized I should be polite and take my muddy shoes off.

Slowly walking up the stairs to Jessica's room I accidentally stepped on the squeaky stair. ERRRKK! I went stiff as I slowly removed my foot from that stair and continued up without any more noise.

Opening the door to her room, definitely not surprised, she was laying in her nice, comfy bed. I realized that the blanket was only around her legs. But at least one surprise caught my eye; Jessica was wearing next to nothing. Rather than some random comfy clothes, she was wearing only a grey bra, and some pretty tight, purple underwear.

My jaw started to drop slightly before Jessica groaned and shifted her legs and face. Her cheek was squished by the force of the pillow making her seem a few years younger.

I giggled quietly, and slowly walked over to her and sit on the edge of the bed.

When I first sat down, I slid of the bed making a faint thud. I quickly and carefully got back up and sat a bit further onto the bed, so close almost siting on Jessica's leg.

And before I knew it, I was pulled down towards her. I was now in the arms of her shirtless body. She was so warm. I lifted my legs up and onto the bed, while turning by body facing Jessica. I looked at her, and seen a tired smile forming on her lips.

Jessica's POV

I seen her, I heard her come in to walk up and into my room. I knew Emily seen my body; I didn't exactly purposely leave my body exposed. I was lazy and didn't want to move, yet even if I wasn't being lazy I wouldn't have covered up. For some reason I just wanted her to see me, well in my comfortable way and place.

I pulled her close to me wanting her to cuddle with me as I did to her. I moved backwards a bit for more room for Emily. I adjusted my arm, to underneath her arm and my hand on her upper back. When she didn't move closer, I made sure she did. I pulled her closer, pressing my boobs against her's.

I started to smile as I felt her gaze. I opened my eyes to my suspicion, her eyes wide and focused on me. Her eyes weren't focused first on my face; her eyes were lower; I didn't mind. I smiled letting her know I caught her. Emily blushed and it was the cutest thing.

She rested her head on my soft pillow right next to my face. I felt her nose on mine, and I felt her warm breath on my lips. I closed my eyes smiling. And sure enough when I peaked her eyes were closed. I shifted my head a little making her open her beautiful blue eyes. And quickly but passionately I kissed her; Emily's soft lips pressed against mine, I love it

We continued to kiss a few more times while cuddling underneath the pink blanket. Emily decided she isn't going to 3rd and 4th period, just to stay and cuddle. While cuddling we both fell into a sweet,peaceful slumber.

2:34pm

I woke up and checked the time on my alarm clock across the room; 2:34pm. I returned to look at Emily, as I hear her slightly snoring, and kind of drooling. I giggled then stopped suddenly as I realized I too had drool on my cheek.

"Ugh," I sighed wiping off the drool from my cheek looking at the new drool stain on my pillow.

I had a discussed look on my face until I heard Emily's little laugh. I turned and seen her smirking at me. Her smile being so heart warming, so innocent, it's just adorable. After that, I checked on my alarm clock and informed Emily of the time. Emily sat up and gave a nice big stretch.

She ended up going to ten bathroom, in order for me to get dressed; Emily had came back just before I pulled up my pants causing me to blush.

We sat on my vest talking until it was a little after school is supposed to end, so Emily's mother wouldn't suspect anything. I felt back or being able to walk her home, but if I went out I'd be in deep shit.

That night I didn't know what to think of, I thought about things between Emily and I, and realized that someone like her, shouldn't even be liking me, or with me. I thought to my self, "She could do so much better than me,", "why out of all the pretty women and the handsome men, why would she pick me?" Thinking brought a tear to my eye and that night I cried myself to sleep, being almost certain we won't get anywhere together.

She's so perfect, but does she even like me like that anymore? Is she pretending to spare my feelings? I don't know, it doesn't seem like she has much enthusiasm as she did when she told me she liked me. My thoughts go on forever; making me feel worse. Knowing that it's just a hopeless crush, that won't go anywhere...

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Sorry that this one was longer than all of the chapters, I don't like to make them long but yeah, I hope you liked it and don't think it's completely boring.

-Rae 🏳️‍🌈