With every day passing I could feel myself getting weaker. I could feel the life in me slowly fading and I knew everyone can tell I'm going to soon... Except Niall. Niall visits every day and seems to be too naive to realize I'm going to die. I knew it would happen soon, sometime in the next couple days, but I couldn't handle to break the news to him.
Niall had once again come to visit. He had brought plenty of movies and popcorn and chocolate. This is how I loved to spend Saturdays, movies, junk food and Niall. News had quickly spread about Niall Horan's newest partner. The other members would occasionally come along to visit and Harry, Louis and I had finally began to get along. "Scary, comedy or romance?" Niall held out three movies.
I read over the titles, This Is The End, Letters To Juliette and Friday the 13th. I thought it over in my mind, the name Juliette seeming oddly familiar. "Comedy." I finally decided, shaking away the thought of Juliette.
Niall took the DVD to my DVD player and turned on the television. The beginning starting as he took my hand in his. Today I had felt worse than I ever had but I loved the feeling of Niall being with me, it was almost reassuring.
Something inside me nudged at my mind. "Tell him..." The voice muttered.
I looked over at him. He wore his dorky yet adorable grin as he watched the screen, laughing occasionally. I wasn't ready to ruin this, but I knew I needed to. "Nialler...?" I whispered. "I need to tell you something..."
He looked over. "Is everything alright love?" He looked concerned.
"I-I actually don't know..." I stammered. "Lately I've been feeling worse than normal and I think I'm going to pass soon and maybe even today..."
His eyes bulged slightly and they began to fill with tears. "You can't be serious... You're gonna survive this..." His voice was shaking.
"I don't know... I don't think I will... But Niall, I want you to know, this last little while has been amazing and I love you... I never thought I would say it but I did and I'm glad it was to you."
The tears were now flowing down his cheeks and I could feel them starting to burn the corners of my own. I wiped away a few of his tears as he snuggled me close. "I love you too, Cindy... Please don't go..."
Everything around me was starting to get bright and I could feel the strength inside me diminishing. This would be the moment where I passed. I knew it deep inside. "I love you, Niall. I'll see you later." My voice coming out as a hoarse whisper.
"No!" He cried, holding me close. "No! You can't do this, Cindy! Not now! Please..." He whispered towards the end.
I knew if I had more strength I would be in tears. It stung to hear Niall, it actually broke my heart. I loved Niall and now I was experiencing what I had told myself I would never go through. I would never get emotionally attatched and I did and I was leaving him.
For a moment everything went black and like going through a tunnel I could see a bright white light.
