Chapter 21.Going Nowhere

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        Monday morning Jade woke up and fix herself for a jog. She's going to get her diploma in a few days she can have her own interior shop as what she always dream of. Walking at the park with a pair of men black tshirt and a black tights she looks fine with her petit body.

            Ooh sunrise I miss you. Jade whispered as she felt the heat of the sun on her body.

       Jade makes herself busy in order to move on for what had happened between her and Perrie. Its been a month she felt too much pain, she loves Perrie so much ,she makes her happy and she never felt that way before.Perrie's smiles ,her eyes and laugh that keeps hunting her everynight. She dont want to lose her but she think that letting Perrie go will be the best way to do. They're going nowhere, she doesnt want to be selfish at all. She wants Perrie to be happy with Alex for the best. She knew that Perrie was so afraid to come out for a reason that she dont want to her hurt her beloved mom,she's afraid that her mom will get rid of her.

       Jade slowed down with tears on her cheeks as the memory flash back on her mind that night she saw Perrie and Alex at the mall together laughing like they used to when she and Perrie are still together. Her heart pounding as she hide herself while watching the couple looks so happy together. She also heard from Leigh that Perrie went home at South Shields with Alex and her mom. "Guess that they're engaged"Jade whispered.

      In a few minutes while walking she found a bench to rest her legs she sat down for awhile and look around. No matter what she do she cant get out Perrie off her mind.Life goes on thats what she needed to do. Back to her life same old routine going to work ,going to school and stay in her flat read books and repeat the next day. There's no night she cant stop her tears from rolling down thinking of Perrie. In a few seconds she starts to jog again suddenly she dropped her towel.feeling pissed she have to turn around to get it.

         Hello, you drop your towel. A tall cute guy said as she handed the towel.

          Ooh.Thank you. Jade said and took her towel and continue jogging.

     The young cutie guy still behind her.She felt awkward and confronted the guy.

    Excuse me? Are you following me? Jade declared.

     No, this is the only way to the exit and I cant go through,you are so slow. The cute guy replied and continue his jog with a smile.

     Really? Jade whispered as she watch the cute guy passed through her.

     
      After an hour jogging at the park she decided to have some coffee and read her new book in a cafe. She have to be busy so she wont feel sad thinking of Perrie the whole day. She started opened her book while waiting for her coffee. In a few second she was interupted when the tall cute guy she met in the park walked towards her.

      Excuse me? Can i share a table with you? The guy declared and gave her a smile.

     Yeah sure. Jade replied and glued her eyes to the sentences she keeps trying to understand.

      Alchemist.I love that book. A cute guy interupted.

      Excuse me? Jade replied.

      Btw. I'm Jed Elliot. Jed declared with a smile.

       Jade just stared at him and go back to what she's reading. She notice Jed Elliot looks embarassed he's wearing a black leather jacket and a black ripped jeams this time. She felt guilty being a snob.

      I'm Jade, Jade Thirlwall. Jade declared with her Geordie accent.

      Cute name. I like your accent. Jed replied.

       Thank you. Jade said and stare outside as she saw a gorgeous blonde and cutie brunette girl laughing together, looks like they were a couple. Her heart squeeze so tight she missed her Pezz so much.

       Thats a good book. Jed interupted pointing at the book Jade's reading. "Hello are you there? Jed continued.

        Sorry? Jade replied as she heard Jed.

         Looks like you're somewhere else. Jed declared he noticed that Jade glued her eyes outside.

          What is it again? Jade asked.

           I said that was a good book.The Alchemist. Jed replied.

         Yeah it is. Jade timidly replied and was interupted when there's a familiar blonde girl passed by.

          You ok?You look bothered.Jed asked.

           I'm fine I have to go. Jade replied as she stood up.

           Can we go out for a coffee sometimes?Jed asked.

           I have to go. Jade replied as she walked out the cafe to chased the blonde.

           Come on where are you. Jade whispered. She run towards the girl with her heart pounding.

            Pezz? Jade declared as she tap the girls shoulder.

             Sorry? The blonde girl exclaimed as she turned her face to Jade.

             Oh!Sorry ,i was mistaken you.I thought you're someone I knew. Jade declared as her face turned red.

         Without a word the girl continue walking away from her she really look like Perrie. Feeling dismayed she walk away and took a taxi cab to go home.

          Come on Jade, forget about her. Jade whispered as she covered her face with her palm.
        
            Jade open her apartment door and grab something to eat. Why is it I  cant get rid of Perrie out of my mind. I still hear Pezz laugh, her smile and her touch was still in my skin. These four walls of her room had so much memories of Perrie. Some of her stuff was left. Thinking so deep interupted by a knock on the door.

         Hello cutie! I brought you cookies and chocklate! Leigh Anne declared with a huge smile.

           Leigh! Glad your here. Jade replied.

           Whats with a sad face? Petal? Leigh Anne declared.

            I miss you. Jade replied with her pouty lips.

            Aww. My Jadey. Come here. Leigh Anne said and squeeze her bestfriend.

             I love cookies. Jade declared with her cute face trying to show her friend that she's fine.

              I am going to make a vegetable salad. Leigh Anne said.

              I'll be right here. Jade replied and jumped on the couch and open the t.v to watch disney movie.

TO BE CONTINUED. . . . .  .
       

     
     
        

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