No matter how much Air I fill my lunges... I still can't breathe
No matter how many people are around me... I still feel alone
No matter how Alive I am... I still feel dead
The tears flow like waterfalls on high ground
My fears like acid burn threw my heart
Wanting to scream but not dare make a sound
Feeling lifeless in the dark
My soul drained and wasted away
I feel empty and emotionless
Pathetic and worthless
Weak and cold
I have nothing left to hold....
Let me drown in this world of pity
Let me drown in my sorrows
Let me drown in my depression
Let me drown in my Anxiety
Let me drown in my pathetic excuse for a life!!!
Let me drown!!!
I feel nothing but something.....
I breathe but don't breathe...
I live but not live...
I'm here but not here....
I waste my life away wondering why I even live...
Do I live for me or for them?
Do I breathe for me... Or do I breathe for them...
I feel hopeless.... and dead....
