Madness [soul eater fanfic(yaoi)]

Chapter II ; Why?

holy fucking hell. that took so long, that I feel pathetic. more then two months. shit. I just... have been doing a lot of stuff. first I get sick, then we have a shitload of school stuf to do, then I get sick again, then I get depressed, then i get sick again and then, when I have a four day weekend, my grandfather dies. we stayed at my grandmother's  place for two weeks, so she wouldn't be alone. and when I camehome three hours ago, at the first opertunity I wrote done this chapter.   ok, there will be speling mistakes, because I did most of this on my tabet. I just hope you can enjoy this chapter, and not hate me too much... so whithout further ado, here it is!

~Bella-san~

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What happens if you give into the madness? Nobody asks those kind of questions. It is always "Don't give into the madness! You have to fight it!". But why? What is so bad about the madness? Why do people always fight it? Why are they so afraid of it? Why?

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~Sin's POV~

" I don't know why, but i know you are lying", Shinigami said. His voice was cold, and filled with hate. Well, i knew that his name was Death the kid, but i liked calling him Shinigami. It annoyed him. And besides, the name Death the kid is so long. And Kid or Kiddo just sounds...cuddly. I shuddered. Cuddly. Ugh, i hate cuddly things. Even the word 'cuddly' disgusts me.

What nickname should i use? I usually found some sort of nickname for everybody i knew. It often annoyed them, and it amused me. But this guy had so much rage, greif and insanity in him. How he would react was impossible to predict. He is facinating, really. 

I had heard that he was good, but i didn't think he would be able to tell that i was lying. What should i say? It's not like i can just tell him why i am using soul-protect, and he can tell when i am lying. If he were a normal person i would probably just knock them out, but i had no idea how this guy would react. So i just stood there, staring at him.

"Don't speak of him like that!" Shinigami snapped at no one in particular. I could not suppress a grin. He realy is going insane. Good. They always have the best reactions when they are fighting the madness. This is going to be fun.

Shinigami's eyes widened, and moments later he was shaking uncontrollably. What would a shinigami be so scared of? I can wonder about that later. Look at his reactions.I saw him shaking his head, and he glanced up at me. Fear was writen over his entire face. Did he find out? Seams like it.He is stumbling away from me so it would make se-

"Shut the fuck up!", he yelled. If his voice would have been any louder, it most likely would have cracked the walls. So powerful. You can hear it in his voice. If he falls completly into the madness, he would be more powerfull then the Kishin Asura. And unlike anyone in the world i wanted that to happen, and if i could, i would do whatever was nesecary to speed up the proses.

I walked towards him, knowing that he was terified of me, and someone else. What will you do, Mr.Psycho?Oh, i finaly found a nickname for the poor little shinigami. Psycho took a steep back, then he fell to the floor, eyes rolling back in there socets.

"What a pity" I had hoped to be able to find out more about him, and it was slightly disapointing that he would faint. I didn't even get to find out who he is afraid of. But i queled the disapointment by thinking about the things i had found out about Mr. Psycho. He knows what i am and is, naturaly, afraid of me. And then i did get to know what state his mind is in.