Entry # 6
2/27/14
3:19 PM
Jesus its been forever since I have posted an entry. Well life could be better for me and the only reason why I haven't been posting anything is because I have been working hard on trying to find a job which I did get a job and I start working on Saturday. I'm excited but nervous because I will be training for 8 hours. From 9 AM - 5 PM. UGH!!! Such a long period of time but oh well its worth it cause i will be getting paid.
So where i am working is at H-E-B i know probably most of you guys dont know what an H-E-B is but well im gonna tell you lol. H-E-B is basically a convinent store kinda like wal-mart but soooooo much smaller and with no cloths lol. H-E-B i would say is better then wal-mart cause you cant get lost haha.
But anyways its my first job and im excited to start. WOOT WOOT!!! I'm getting paid lol.
Besides that life hasnt been that great. I have been thinking about going back on the path i used to be on where i cut myself. i have resently lost one of my best friends due to some person spreading rumors about me and instead of her asking me about them she believed the person. I dont even know who the person is but once i find out im going to give her a piece of my mind.
I think i might have depression but idk my parents wont listen to me about it and no matter how much i want to talk to them they say "you dont have depression now go away." what kind of parents say that? i guess the kind that honestly dont care about there kids mental health. UGH!!!!!!!! I wish people would just listen to what i have to say and not just leave me on the side lines like im nothing.
All i truly want is to be accepted for who i am. But thats not even possible in like now a days now is it. I dont think so i just gotta live with what i gotta live with and try and keep my head up in the end. One of these days i will be accepted but that will be when people start actually thinking with the brain and not there sexual organs.
I know that was a little over board but what do you guys think? Do you think im right or wrong? Please comment on what you think about my opinion im open to anything.
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