Me And My Life As It Is

Entry #7

Entry # 7

3/4/14

12:32 PM

I'm extremely afraid of loosing who i am but in all honesty I'm not even sure who i am any more. The world has so many different, i guess you could say, "classifications" for people these days that it makes it hard for people to know who they truly are.

Nerd, Jock, Prep, Geek, Cheerleader, etc, etc,.... But what if your not one of those things. What if you think you one thing but people call you something else. You eventually start to believe those people. You begin to loose who you truly are because your being told you are something your not.

I don't even know who i truly am cause people put me in a "classification" that i don't think is truly me. But who am i? i have an actual journal that i write my feelings and stuff in and i guess I'm going to start typing the entries in here for you guys. its not gonna be the same as the regular entries i make in here because the entries will have different times and dates due to the fact i had written them down at a different time period. i wont be posting them by them self's just with these entries so that i can get them in here and just to let you guys see somethings that i feel when I'm not typing on here.

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Tabby's Emotions and Feeling Journal Entry #1

10/21/13 8:11 PM Signature: TabbyKatt

I feel kinda lonely. I'm laying here with my sister Justice and I still feel lonely. On the inside I keep thinking that no one likes me or wants me, so i guess that's why i feel so lonely on the inside. Sometimes i feel like being alone to think because I have so much that goes on in my little mind that i cant even keep up with. i guess i'll just write them all down in this journal thing. Right now i wanna be alone but Justice wants to watch Twitches so i'm letting her stay in here so i don't start an argument. Sometimes when i wanna be alone and people come into the room i want to tel them to go away and give me sometime alone but i don't wanna sound rude so i just leave it be and think in my head. Normally when i feel like thinking alone and i am actually alone i think aloud instead of in my head. I feel like thinking aloud is more like talking to someone but your actually just talking to yourself. Am i always gonna feel this way? I don't want to always be do emotional. I want to fix it. I want to be stronger tan I am. I don't wanna be so weak. I WANNA BE STRONGER!!!

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So that was just one small little entry from my emotions and feelings journal please feel free to leave a comment about my thoughts cuz I'm not exactly sure what i was thinking at the time i had written that down.