Broken//phan

Part 4

Phil's POV

I wake up and the sky has turned black. I look over to Dan, who is looking up at the stars. He realizes that I'm starring at him and he turns over and looks at me. I starred into his chocolate brown eyes before I broke the silence. "Do you want to go inside now?" He nods and we get up and walk inside. "Do you want dinner?" He nods again. I guess Dan doesn't like to talk a lot. I don't know how to make food myself so we end up ordering pizza. We end up watching a few episodes of death note before the pizza arrives. I grab three slices of pizza and Dan only gets one. "Dan you can get more than one slice." He nods and frowns, not getting another pizza slice. Dan looks too skinny and he always seems to hide his wrist.

Dans POV

After i ate I went home. I felt like Phil was starring at my wrist while he was eating. I didn't want him to find out I cut. I got home to an empty house with beer bottles all over the floor. I got home and went up to my room. I don't know why I left Phil behind like that. God why am I so stupid. Phil won't ever be my friend now. I rolled up my sleeves and looked my my wrist. Ugly. I grab my blade from my desk and hold onto it tightly. I, not even thinking, start cutting up my wrist, even more than they already are. I wish life could just be over now. I stop cutting and look at my wrist. I drop my blade and go to the kitchen sink. As I'm washing off the blood the twenty one pilots so comes in my head.

  I go back up to my room and lay down on my bed. I grab my phone to see I got a message from Phil.

Philly🌿: why did you leave
Philly🌿: did I scare you off
Philly🌿: I always do that
Philly🌿:dan?
Philly🌿:dan it's been over an hour since you left
Philly🌿: are you ok
Philly🌿:Dan it's been two hours. Are you ok?
Philly🌿: DAN
Philly🌿: DAN
Philly🌿:DANIEL
Philly🌿:I'm sorry if I scared you off
Philly🌿: Please dan
Philly🌿: dan please I'm not going to sleep till you text back
Philly🌿: dan please come back
Philly🌿: I'm sorry

dan: sorry Phil I got lost on my way home.
dan: I'm sorry

Philly🌿: DAN
Philly🌿: YOU'RE ALIVE
Philly🌿: thank goodness I won't know what to if you never texted back.
Philly🌿:I'm tired.

dan: me too

Philly🌿: I will see you tomorrow at school.

dan: yeah

Philly🌿:Good night dan

dan: good night philly

Philly🌿: 🖤

dan: aw you made it black just for me.

Philly🌿: 😊

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I'm not dead. Sorry I've been gone ok. Bye