THE DEAL WITH THE MAFIA BOSS (SANDFORD SERIES #1)

chapter 43

samantha's pov

what? no way!

"d-dwaite wag lang ganon kita mo naman na masaya na ako ngayon. im fine and happy im back to let you have a litte experience together with our s-son. kaya hayaan mo naman akong maging masaya please. after this di mo na ako makikita . kaya im also asking for your signature sa annulment  papers natin. maybe months later me and vince will be married. dahil yun ang gusto ko kaya hayaan mo ko you can be with your l-love also si jennie--"

"no! i said no! and that's final. you have two options princess... i will take away MY SON from you o sasama ka saamin ng anak mo? choose mrs. sandford." napaawang bibig ako sa sinambit nys. ngayon palang kami nagkita ang he is spilling it. he is so selfish

"i hate you dwaite.." madiin kong sabi. ganoon na ba sya ka selfish? 

" i love you too my sam." nakangising saad nito. oh god i hate him very much please! please ilayo nyo sya saakin

"pare...maybe you should let go alam naman natin na ako na ang mahal ni sam ngayon and i love her too damn much! at kahit simple lang kami napapakain parin namin ang anak nyo..." sadness are drwan all over vince face. deserve ni vince na maging ama, pero--- 

di sakanya si crane....

and i hate to think about it.

"i dont care about your opinions. so now choose sam be with me or ill take away my kid, our kid." oo na! bwesit ako na ang talo. i wish vince will understand mahal ko sya at mahal nya ako. he can wait right?

"fine.." ako na ang talo.

"but remember this mr. sandford wag kang umasa na mamahalin pa kita ulit binigyan mo na ako ng rason. noon pa na hiwalayan na kita. but you keep on insisting so im taking the risk. dwaite." 

"thanks wife " nakangiting sabi nito. di ba sya nakkaintindi ? oh god ang bobo

"mom looks like dad is dumb.." 

fastforward

" you will be sleeping at my room and our son will be sleeping at the other room." wow. just wow! saludo talaga ako sa pagkahangin nito pababayaan nya ang anak namin na matulog ng mag isa?

"you dumb! hahayaan mo na mag isang matutulog ang anak natin sa kabilang kwarto?!" i shouted at him full of frustration. oh god minahal ko nga ba to?

"our son--"

"you both are meant to be. you are both dumb mom and dad i can sleep alone mom while you dad there's a lot of rooms out there and dad please laplapan no more? please . tsk" napanganga si dwaite sa sinabi ng anak ko. well di nya to kilala habang ako kasama ko iton 6 years na. yung attituide na yun? oh so crane!

"well that's your son.." i said and laugh. so hard. nakakatuwa naman kasi ng itsura nito nakanganga na mga ilang seconds. mamaya mapagkamalan pa ng langaw na bahay nila ang bibig nito ! my son is so clever. natauhan lang ito ng  umubo ako ng peke. bumalik naman ito sa pagiging seryoso. geez ang labo talaga ! argh

" let's go..." sabi nito at sumunod naman ako sakanya. ng pumasok ako nothing changed andyan parin yung picture ko nanaka frame sa harap talaga. and dwayne kinuha nya na  yung picture ko sa sala nila. nagalit ata yung asawa. mwehehe

" sana naman magka ayos tayo kahit para sa bata lang.." he said seriously habang inaayos yung hihigaan namin. tama naman sya right? para sa bata

"deal." 

" dont say deal you keep on reminding the dumbness i have made in the past. just... just.. forget it." sabi nya tapos humiga. it's now 9 oclock in the evening that's why we are all tired pero yung anak ko gora parin basa ng basa. kinakabahan ako para sa mga classsmates nya -_-

" alam mo ba... dwaite. i want to ask something about the p-past."

"bring it on." cool na sabi nito. sabi na nga ba eh may sayad to. iniwan lang eh

" that picture.."halos na bulong ko na nasabi. i cant help to cry ... yung sakit kasi andyan pa fresh na fresh paren eh. psh

" forget. sam.. please." he said while pleading . i send a half smile to him. to relax himself. sa lahat ng katangahan na ginawa nya at ako di ko paren yun  malimutan .. di naman ganoon karami ang memories namin paano ba naman kasi pareting may umeepal . ugh kailan ba ako sasaya? kay vincent ba? o kay dwaite?

" natatakot ka ba?" napakunot ang noo ko sa tinanong nito. what? why? heh

" saan ?" i ask ang close my eyes im damn tired

" na magmahal saakin ... ulit kasi ako sam.. hindi pagdating sayo i can fight i can be that soldier your soldier. i will die to save our love. our stupid love." 

silence

"u-uhmm--"

"mom! dad! you are both noisy! argh! naririnig ko kayo sa kabilang kwarto argh! " natauhan kaming dalawa sa sigaw nang anak ko. teka--

"dito ako matutulog mom and dad baka mamaya may mangyari pa..." my-- our son said as he sleep in between of us. napatingin ako kay dwaite. na ngayon nakangiti ng wagas-- do we have to come this far? ang sakit kasi pero i should take the risk for my son- our son

"sleep tight big boy.." i said while smiling at him.

"you too mom. dad promise me you wont leave mom for another woman right?" 

" i promise." 

nakangiti akong natulog sa sinagot ng asawa ako. i think i still love him all over this years yeah because and love and hate always collide.