Lying on my bed while saying everything will be fine
Fine was the word that will never happend
Let's face it problems are horrible
I continue my helpless sobs while shutting the world around me
Because I knew I wasn't worth it to be heard
And I knew it will only become more complicated
Tears run down and it keep soaking my hands
Tears that cover my face was a pain
It's pain is skin deep
It's pain is in the soul and heart
I can't help but feel helpless and lonely
Well honestly suicide was one of my option
But I knew better that it is nothing but running away
Although I can't help but ask why
In life the problems was given first
Then the lessons will be learnt afterward
It's unfair if I was asked
Yet that's life that I simply can't change
I decide to just give up and try to do something to be distracted
Drip drip drip drop
The rain
Admiring the beautiful grayish color of the sky
And the wet little droplets outside my window
And I decide to put my forehead in the window
And the window gets colder
I simply told to myself
This is the moment my tears are with the rain
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The diary of someone never cares
RandomMEIN DAILY LIFE OF EVERYDAY (My depression state might come)