Look here and I see myself
Look above and I saw the blue clear slowly pulling me down
I dive in the past and entered a new chapter
I felt everything was new and it makes me anxious
True it burns my lungs
The oxygen was slowly being gone
It hurts but somehow
That feeling was addicting to me
As I pulled myself to get some more oxygen
I pushed back myself deeper in the blue silence water
I saw things change
I saw it all
The pain of the past and now starts to be hard
But the happiness drove it all away
I can't
But I also can
This water I'm now in
Is the water of emotions
YOU ARE READING
The diary of someone never cares
RandomMEIN DAILY LIFE OF EVERYDAY (My depression state might come)