I look here
There
And everywhere for possible routes
Hoping to find a way to fix the bleeding life
Trying everything even in the edge of the rope
Turning every single pages of the book
Trying every word that says
But nothing
Nothing was a helpful
I feel lost
Terribly lost
From this chaos in me
I don't know why
Why am I in such problems
I didn't want to happend
In the start I never wished this to happend
I felt all of them staring at me
As if I was so useless
I saw the endless pain in every routes I walked too
And nothing will help me fix this
I stared down on my feet
Trying not to let my tears spill the floor
Although I am quite sure that I'm already
Hopeless and hurt
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The diary of someone never cares
RandomMEIN DAILY LIFE OF EVERYDAY (My depression state might come)