Business Man or Gang Member? (Jason McCan

We Can't Give Up! Not Yet!

Jason's (POV)

its been about a month since I've seen Genesis.....its....its just not the same without her here I've been going to the clubs trying to forget everything but it doesn't help, girls try to get me to sleep with them but no I've fallen for Genesis and hard she makes me feel different I've NEVER felt this way....the way you feel love, I though I'd never love someone after my parents death

if only genesis new that tommy was the one who killed her parents and little sister she would probably kill jim

"I'm back!" alex yelled

I ran and pushed ryan out of the way

"well?!...........did you find her?!"I asked

alex shook his head giving me a no

* sigh*

I couldn't take it anymore, tommy took the one thing I love, I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife

I was about to shove it into my heart I couldn't bare the pain anymore

"JASON WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!"

"DUDE, put the knife down!"

they all said putting their hands down

I threw the knife into the wall and punched the wall so hard I heard a crack sound in my hand and I looked around the kitchen the next thing you know I was on the ground and I hit my head and the last thing I said was

"w-we can't g-give give up yet.....not yet"

I passed out

Genesis (POV)

its been about a month since I've seen Jason and I miss him like crazy

but its weird I've been thowing up and eating like crazy

maybe I'm just sick I dont know but I really want to see jason and soon

I never though I'd say this but I miss the whole gang

jason, alex, ryan, mitch, fredo, major ali, chas, chris, mark, carlos, katie, emma and Carter

but Jason's probably forgot about me I haven't heard tommy talking about him coming or anything

I got interrupted by something coming up my throat.....omg I ran to the restroom

I got down on my knees and threw up in the toilet

after like 2 minutes I got up and saw blake

"AHHHHH......oh my god I though you were someone else don't fucking creep up on someone you scared the living hell out of me!"

he laughed

as I got up I felt dizzy and almost fell but blake caught me

he sat me on the counter

"you okay?" he asked

why the hell would he care?!

"umm I don't know?"

"let me go get tommy ill right back"

I was thinking what could of happen I mean I probably ate something bad or I ate to fast

"BABE! ARE YOU OKAY?!" "DOES ANYTHING HURT?!"

he kept touching me and to see if I was hurt or something but I wasn't then he held me tight

"I'm okay I just probably ate something bad that's all"

"oh thank god!"

he looked sad