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Pro-logue

"You should be hurry, hun. We have appointment in two hours!" My mother shout, she's already ready and grab her car keys. What is up with her? Every time we're going to the doctors, she always wears her favorite shirt.

I look at the clock and almost chock on my cereal. "Calm down mom! We still have two hours!" I groan, finishing my breakfast as soon as possible.

She roll her eyes and take my bowl. "Get in the car. We're late."

I think my definition of late and her definition of late is different. Wayy too different. "Mom. I'm still wearing my sweatpants and a hoodie. I'm going to change--"

"Who cares? Just get in the car. It's not like you're going to impress the doctors anyway, right?"

I laugh, "What? Me? What about you? You dress like you're the one who want to impress the doctor. Oh and, Doctor Edward is quite hot, mom."

She laugh as she push me towards the door, "Shut up."

•

The ride only took like thirty minutes. And yes, just like what I was expecting, we're not late, we're one and a half hour early. But, mom is too excited.

Did she date doctor Edward? Omg, this is not going to be good. Ew, nightmare.

"It's not like you want to accompany me to the doctor because you're the one who want to see Doctor Edward, right Mom?" I ask, feeling a lot cringe.

She wrinkles her nose, "Ew no." And then fix her hair. Liar. I can't believe mom finally moving on from my dad. It took forever though, but, this is progress.

Speaking of progress, I'm hungry

"Wait here, I'm going to buy some snacks." She say, walking out. My mother is the best.

•

I'm rewatching another episode of 13 reasons why because damn, this tv shows is fuckingly addicting. And confusing.

I am wearing my earphone but I can feel a boy seating a meter in front of me. I look up from my phone to see a boy with a grey hoodie exactly like mine. He have a short brown hair styled like Edward Cullen. His eyes were swollen and tired. The eyes meet mines.

I froze. Literally.

Those pair of eyes were like mine. Tired, desperate and lonely. Begging for a cure that doesn't even exist. The eyes draw a beautiful memory and dreams, but it was crashed, a second as he blinks.

"Hello." He mouth. I put down my earphone.

"Hello."

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INTRODUCING THIS SHITTY BOOK LOL
Hiii my name is Najma and I hope you enjoy my new book!
I'm sorry for the grammar errors bc english is not my first language.
And little warning here : contains mature scene and language.
Okay that's it!

Happy reading!:)

-Najma-