Lunar Girl

The Truth

You probably expected the next part of my story to be about my relationship with James, but I decided to take a step back. I am now gonna start my next part of the story in second grade, the year I met Elizabeth. Elizabeth and I became friends in second grade. We were the best of friends until fourth grade when her jealousy took over. Another friend of my became close to me and she flipped. She found a new friend, a friend who I hated at the time and Elizabeth said she hated too. I really don't understand her friendship with Mariah. Two years passed and I hadn't spoken to Elizabeth. I made new friends, friends that I learned were fake as I'm used to. They wanted nothing to do with me. So I moved on to find friends in my class as my class had been together since second grade. In sixth grade, Elizabeth some how came back into my life. I'm not sure how but she worked her way back and became friends again. Best friends reunited, sounds like a perfect scenario right? Well that's where you're wrong. Three more years passes, after little fights and tons of drama, the friendship slowed down. When James and I broke up, it all started to end for Elizabeth and I. She kept reminding me of him as she was there a lot when we were together. If she was sad, I was sad, and at that time I couldn't help but be upset. Then I chose to distance myself to try and find a new distraction. My instinct was to go to the "popular" people because I was, what I thought, friends with some of them. Elizabeth got upset with this and but I became even more upset with her at the fact that she chose to talk to my ex more than to me. If she was my friend, wouldn't you think she would stop talking to him so much? Before that they barely spoke. I learned that during my relationship she had a crush on James. That fact infuriated me, especially because she never told me. James had to tell me that she had a crush on him and that was the reason behind Elizabeth blocking him. Time after time she liked other guys while either they were in a relationship or she was. One night, I called her because everything was going down hill for me. I had nobody, my friends were fake, yet again. We talked and came to the decision to become friends again. For some reason, I wanted James back. She believed I could get him back. I sent a dm on Instagram to James. We had a short talk but came to the conclusion that we were over. About two months after we broke up he told me her had zero feelings for me. Things never went back to normal with Elizabeth and I. I got tired of the drama and sought friends in the people I have known for many years. On New Year's Eve, I received a random text message from Elizabeth. The message said something along the lines of "we're done being friends because sometimes you act like it and sometimes you dont. I find it funny how we were together last New Years. Have a good year." My mind just drew a blank. I didn't even know what to say to that. Elizabeth blocked me on everything, wasn't surprised. We don't talk anymore, we don't have anything against each other either. Her new boyfriend is interesting though; I saw it coming. From what I know and I believe, I think the feelings between them are out of loneliness and being compatible in social status. They have nobody else so why not be with each other. She wasn't the only one I lost over the year. Many other people left, but that's for a later chapter.